Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Beth rolls from her side onto her back and lifts her hand to brush Simon’s side of the bed. She’s also not surprised that he’s gone. He will have got up for one of the girls, or the dog, whichever dependent was the first to demand some attention, leaving Beth to sleep because he will have wanted to feel like he’s helping. He’ll be sat in the kitchen now, she imagines, with a coffee and his laptop, the girls munching on Cheerios by his side. He always checks his email first – in case one of the partners at his investment bank has summoned him – but this morning she guesses that he’ll move swiftly on to the mission that consumed his evening yesterday: getting Mark arrested, or at least under a restraining order, and away from their family.

Beth pushes back the duvet and stretches her lean frame against the mattress. She likes that it’s sunny. Yesterday was such a terrible day – seeing her father so ill, letting Ava down, finding her private things tampered with, disappointing Simon – that she didn’t think she could survive it. In that split second when she fainted, she wished it was something more permanent. But by the time she came round, with both Simon and Kat peering over her, wide-eyed with worry, she’d started to feel better. Like she’d been put to the ultimate test, and had made it through, and now a prize was due. The prize of something good happening for once, she prays.

She usually showers before bed, but she’d been too exhausted last night, so the urge is strong now. As she walks through her dressing room on the way to their en suite, she notices that her wardrobe door is shut now; Simon must have noticed and closed it. She shudders at the memory of finding it askew when she got home yesterday, then sets her jaw and looks away. She has never seen Simon as angry as he was yesterday afternoon, and he continued to blaze when no one from the police called him back. She knows he won’t rest until Mark’s under investigation – involving Ava was a red line for him – and of course Beth will support him (she’ll have to now). But she won’t mention the possibility that Mark might have broken in. She will not have the police’s grubby hands looking through her things.

With the pleasure of underfloor-heated stone tiles beneath her feet, Beth leans over and turns the shower on, its powerful jets instantly creating a cloud of steam. She’s slept well, the sun is shining, the children are safe, and Simon is back to take care of her. Today will be a good day, she promises herself. Then she twists the heating dial another couple of degrees, slips out of her pyjamas and steps inside.