Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
The jubilant look disappears as Ava shrugs, then lets her bottom lip droop. ‘She’s asleep,’ she whispers. ‘She won’t wake up.’
Kat’s mind races. Beth had clearly taken something on Tuesday evening. Did she do the same again last night? Kat knows how pills can transform you from a caged tiger into a stoned sloth.
Or is it much worse than that? Has Mark found a way into her home?
‘Did you try to wake her, Ava?’ The words tumble out on top of each other. She tries to smile, to reassure the little girl, but it pulls her face out of shape.
‘I did,’ Martha says. ‘I shook her arm. She opened her eyes for a bit, but then she rolled over and went back to sleep.’
Kat takes a deep breath and slowly exhales, enjoying the feel of her heart rate settling. Beth is alive. She imagines her lying in a king-sized bed, wrapped in a goose-down duvet, her dark hair splayed out across the pillow. Then a new thought enters her mind: opportunity. ‘It sounds like Mummy is really tired,’ she says. ‘Maybe we should let her sleep a bit longer.’
Both girls nod, but Martha’s face creases into a frown. ‘But that means we’ll be late for school,’ she moans.
‘And miss the register.’
Kat looks at their trusting expressions. It doesn’t matter to them that Kat’s almost a stranger; she’s the adult in the room, so it’s her job to solve this problem. ‘I could walk you to school if you’d like.’
‘But what about our breakfast?’
Kat laughs. She always approves of people who put their stomach first.
‘We could have some of Granny’s mince pies,’ Martha suggests. ‘They came in a big red box yesterday, with a ribbon and everything.’
‘I’m not sure mince pies …’ Kat starts, but doesn’t get chance to give her (highly hypocritical) healthy eating advice before being interrupted.
‘No. They’re yucky,’ Ava announces, crossing her arms.
‘Liar, you love mince pies,’ Martha counters.
Ava shakes her head primly. ‘Only the ones that come in a cardboard box from that old man.’
Kat can’t help smiling. Mr Kipling has always been her favourite too.
‘But Granny uses Prue Leith’s recipe! And she’s from Bake Off,’ Martha says in a voice that suggests her argument has clinched it.
‘I don’t care; they taste weird.’
‘No they don’t!’
As the girls’ voices rise, Kat looks towards the kitchen in panic. She needs to stop the argument escalating. ‘How about I make some pancakes?’ she suggests.