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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

The jubilant look disappears as Ava shrugs, then lets her bottom lip droop. ‘She’s asleep,’ she whispers. ‘She won’t wake up.’

Kat’s mind races. Beth had clearly taken something on Tuesday evening. Did she do the same again last night? Kat knows how pills can transform you from a caged tiger into a stoned sloth.

Or is it much worse than that? Has Mark found a way into her home?

‘Did you try to wake her, Ava?’ The words tumble out on top of each other. She tries to smile, to reassure the little girl, but it pulls her face out of shape.

‘I did,’ Martha says. ‘I shook her arm. She opened her eyes for a bit, but then she rolled over and went back to sleep.’

Kat takes a deep breath and slowly exhales, enjoying the feel of her heart rate settling. Beth is alive. She imagines her lying in a king-sized bed, wrapped in a goose-down duvet, her dark hair splayed out across the pillow. Then a new thought enters her mind: opportunity. ‘It sounds like Mummy is really tired,’ she says. ‘Maybe we should let her sleep a bit longer.’

Both girls nod, but Martha’s face creases into a frown. ‘But that means we’ll be late for school,’ she moans.

‘And miss the register.’

Kat looks at their trusting expressions. It doesn’t matter to them that Kat’s almost a stranger; she’s the adult in the room, so it’s her job to solve this problem. ‘I could walk you to school if you’d like.’

‘But what about our breakfast?’

Kat laughs. She always approves of people who put their stomach first.

‘We could have some of Granny’s mince pies,’ Martha suggests. ‘They came in a big red box yesterday, with a ribbon and everything.’

‘I’m not sure mince pies …’ Kat starts, but doesn’t get chance to give her (highly hypocritical) healthy eating advice before being interrupted.

‘No. They’re yucky,’ Ava announces, crossing her arms.

‘Liar, you love mince pies,’ Martha counters.

Ava shakes her head primly. ‘Only the ones that come in a cardboard box from that old man.’

Kat can’t help smiling. Mr Kipling has always been her favourite too.

‘But Granny uses Prue Leith’s recipe! And she’s from Bake Off,’ Martha says in a voice that suggests her argument has clinched it.

‘I don’t care; they taste weird.’

‘No they don’t!’

As the girls’ voices rise, Kat looks towards the kitchen in panic. She needs to stop the argument escalating. ‘How about I make some pancakes?’ she suggests.