Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Kat watches until her mum disappears down one of the residential streets, heading for Clapham Junction and her festive family night out. Part of her aches to be walking next to her, then sitting in the Palladium and having her head filled with frivolous entertainment. But she can’t miss this chance to be with Beth. She checks her watch, then picks up a pad and pen and walks over to the display shelves. Sally had asked her to do a quick stocktake before she finished for the day and it’s good to have something mundane to concentrate on. As she’s noting down the eight packets of Pet Munchies salmon bites, her phone buzzes in her pocket. She fishes it out and reads the message that has lit up on her screen.
Hi Kat, don’t need you tonight after all.
Friend walking Luna for me. Thx Beth
Kat grips the phone. Rage jerks through her like a lightning strike. It’s there, then gone, but it leaves her breathless. She’s given up a night with her mum to help Beth out, she risked her own safety confronting Beth’s stalker last night, and now she’s being dismissed like she’s staff? Kat pulls at the collar of her shirt. The stench of buffalo chews and rabbits’ ears fills her nostrils.
She grabs her parka, then flings open the front door. It’s freezing outside, and she lets the icy air cool her cheeks as she pauses for a moment to catch up with the thoughts swirling around her head. She thinks about Beth’s text. Friend walking Luna for me. She bets it’s Saskia, the woman who wrote that MyNeighbour post. She lives across the street too, something Kat discovered when she dropped the Groom & Bloom leaflet through Beth’s letterbox, recognising her from the photos she found on the internet. And of course a woman like that would want to get involved, act the saviour, muscle her way further into Beth’s life.
Kat flicks her hood over her head and zips it up to her chin, enjoying the sense of anonymity it creates. Then she walks up the hill, just shy of Beth’s house, and slips down the next residential street where she still has a good view. She doesn’t have to wait long to be proved right. At six o’clock Saskia leaves her house and knocks on Beth’s door. Long blonde hair in a high ponytail and wellies adorned with pink and yellow flowers. An English rose, punctuated with thorns. Beth’s younger daughter appears at the door holding Luna on a lead. Kat wishes it was Beth, just that one fix would help, but she won’t even reward her with that.