Back My Perfect Friend
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Kat watches until her mum disappears down one of the residential streets, heading for Clapham Junction and her festive family night out. Part of her aches to be walking next to her, then sitting in the Palladium and having her head filled with frivolous entertainment. But she can’t miss this chance to be with Beth. She checks her watch, then picks up a pad and pen and walks over to the display shelves. Sally had asked her to do a quick stocktake before she finished for the day and it’s good to have something mundane to concentrate on. As she’s noting down the eight packets of Pet Munchies salmon bites, her phone buzzes in her pocket. She fishes it out and reads the message that has lit up on her screen.

Hi Kat, don’t need you tonight after all.

Friend walking Luna for me. Thx Beth

Kat grips the phone. Rage jerks through her like a lightning strike. It’s there, then gone, but it leaves her breathless. She’s given up a night with her mum to help Beth out, she risked her own safety confronting Beth’s stalker last night, and now she’s being dismissed like she’s staff? Kat pulls at the collar of her shirt. The stench of buffalo chews and rabbits’ ears fills her nostrils.

She grabs her parka, then flings open the front door. It’s freezing outside, and she lets the icy air cool her cheeks as she pauses for a moment to catch up with the thoughts swirling around her head. She thinks about Beth’s text. Friend walking Luna for me. She bets it’s Saskia, the woman who wrote that MyNeighbour post. She lives across the street too, something Kat discovered when she dropped the Groom & Bloom leaflet through Beth’s letterbox, recognising her from the photos she found on the internet. And of course a woman like that would want to get involved, act the saviour, muscle her way further into Beth’s life.

Kat flicks her hood over her head and zips it up to her chin, enjoying the sense of anonymity it creates. Then she walks up the hill, just shy of Beth’s house, and slips down the next residential street where she still has a good view. She doesn’t have to wait long to be proved right. At six o’clock Saskia leaves her house and knocks on Beth’s door. Long blonde hair in a high ponytail and wellies adorned with pink and yellow flowers. An English rose, punctuated with thorns. Beth’s younger daughter appears at the door holding Luna on a lead. Kat wishes it was Beth, just that one fix would help, but she won’t even reward her with that.