Chapters (93)
- Cover
- About the Author
- Also by Sarah Clarke
- Title Page
- Copyright
- Dedication
- Note to Readers
- Prologue
- December 2021
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- January 2003
- Chapter 6
- December 2021
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- February 2003
- Chapter 9
- December 2021
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- March 2003
- Chapter 13
- December 2021
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- April 2003
- Chapter 18
- December 2021
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- April 2003
- Chapter 23
- December 2021
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- April 2003
- Chapter 27
- December 2021
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- May 2003
- Chapter 35
- December 2021
- Chapter 36
- May 2003
- Chapter 37
- December 2021
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- April 2003
- Chapter 51
- December 2021
- Chapter 52
- June 2003
- Chapter 53
- December 2021
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- January 2022
- Chapter 57
- Epilogue
- A Letter from Sarah Clarke
- Keep Reading …
- Acknowledgements
- Dear Reader …
- About the Publisher
Linda bats away the olive branch. ‘Our Christmas family outing is a plan you can’t cancel,’ she counters icily. ‘Do you not think that Sofia and Alex might be busier than you? They’re working all hours at the hospital, but they still managed to book the time off. Gabriela is missing out on teaching two Pilates classes, and told her agent not to put her forward for any auditions today. It’s not that difficult, you know. Prioritising your family once in a while.’
‘They’re not my family,’ Kat mutters under her breath. She knows she’s regressing, tumbling back into her petulant teenage self, but her sisters have always been a trigger. Sofia turned out to be a science genius and ended up at Imperial studying medicine. She’s now working as a junior doctor at West Berkshire Community Hospital, alongside her fiancé Alex. Gabriela isn’t such a goody two-shoes, but she shows her value in other ways. Bit parts in Casualty and EastEnders. Millions of views for her stupid memes on TikTok. All topped off with a physique that’s Pilates-moulded to perfection.
‘Don’t be ridiculous. Of course they’re your family.’ Her mum sighs and softens her voice. ‘Look, forget everyone else. I’d love to have you there; please come, for me.’ Kat looks at her mum’s imploring face. She doesn’t care about the others, but she hates rejecting her mum.
‘I’m sorry, I can’t,’ she whispers. ‘I would be letting someone down.’
‘Who, Kat? Who is that important?’ A light switches on in her mum’s eyes; Kat can almost see it glowing. ‘Is it some special?’ she asks.
Kat scratches her chin and looks away. ‘Maybe,’ she admits.
‘You like each other?’ Kat’s mum pauses. ‘And it’s mutual?’
Kat’s shoulders tighten. She bites the inside of her cheek. ‘I need to get on; you should go.’
‘I’m sorry – that came out wrong.’
‘It’s fine. We all know what happened. How I fucked up.’
‘It was a lifetime ago, Kat,’ her mum tries. ‘You need to let the guilt go.’
Kat turns back to face her mum. They share the same colouring, but otherwise they’re opposites. Her mum is slight and pretty, while she inherited her dad’s stocky frame and masculine features. But they do love each other, on some fundamental level, so it shouldn’t be this awkward. ‘I’m trying, Mum. And seeing my friend tonight is part of that.’
Her mum sighs, then pushes her arms into her coat, one by one. ‘Well in that case, I forgive you.’ She gives Kat a watery smile and nods. ‘Happy Christmas, love.’ She plants a quick kiss on Kat’s cheek, then leans on the door and glides out of the salon.