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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Also by Sarah Clarke
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright
  6. Dedication
  7. Note to Readers
  8. Prologue
  9. December 2021
  10. Chapter 1
  11. Chapter 2
  12. Chapter 3
  13. Chapter 4
  14. Chapter 5
  15. January 2003
  16. Chapter 6
  17. December 2021
  18. Chapter 7
  19. Chapter 8
  20. February 2003
  21. Chapter 9
  22. December 2021
  23. Chapter 10
  24. Chapter 11
  25. Chapter 12
  26. March 2003
  27. Chapter 13
  28. December 2021
  29. Chapter 14
  30. Chapter 15
  31. Chapter 16
  32. Chapter 17
  33. April 2003
  34. Chapter 18
  35. December 2021
  36. Chapter 19
  37. Chapter 20
  38. Chapter 21
  39. Chapter 22
  40. April 2003
  41. Chapter 23
  42. December 2021
  43. Chapter 24
  44. Chapter 25
  45. Chapter 26
  46. April 2003
  47. Chapter 27
  48. December 2021
  49. Chapter 28
  50. Chapter 29
  51. Chapter 30
  52. Chapter 31
  53. Chapter 32
  54. Chapter 33
  55. Chapter 34
  56. May 2003
  57. Chapter 35
  58. December 2021
  59. Chapter 36
  60. May 2003
  61. Chapter 37
  62. December 2021
  63. Chapter 38
  64. Chapter 39
  65. Chapter 40
  66. Chapter 41
  67. Chapter 42
  68. Chapter 43
  69. Chapter 44
  70. Chapter 45
  71. Chapter 46
  72. Chapter 47
  73. Chapter 48
  74. Chapter 49
  75. Chapter 50
  76. April 2003
  77. Chapter 51
  78. December 2021
  79. Chapter 52
  80. June 2003
  81. Chapter 53
  82. December 2021
  83. Chapter 54
  84. Chapter 55
  85. Chapter 56
  86. January 2022
  87. Chapter 57
  88. Epilogue
  89. A Letter from Sarah Clarke
  90. Keep Reading …
  91. Acknowledgements
  92. Dear Reader …
  93. About the Publisher

Saskia’s two children, Olivia and Angus, are stood either side of her, dressed with military precision in their uniforms. Normally, Martha and Ava would look equally well presented, but Ava’s plait is looking a bit haphazard today and Martha’s slightly grimy collar suggests she could be wearing yesterday’s blouse. All four children go to Nightingales, a local primary school that’s only a five-minute walk away. Martha and Olivia are in the same class in year two, and usually best friends (except when they’re arch enemies). Ava is in year one – just 18 months younger than her sister – and Angus is the baby in reception.

‘Never mind me,’ Saskia says, too loudly for Beth. ‘What’s with the clandestine ride in a police car in the middle of the night? And don’t deny it. They could tattoo the word POLICE onto that man’s forehead and it wouldn’t be any more obvious.’

‘It was nothing—’

‘Wrong answer!’ Saskia cuts her off. ‘Come on, Beth, I want all the juicy details.’ She giggles and her eyes dance with curiosity. But not concern, Beth notices.

‘Okay, but keep your voice down,’ Beth says quietly. She hasn’t mentioned what happened last night to Martha and Ava; she doesn’t need them asking what squatting or overdosing means. ‘The girls don’t know.’

A look of concern wafts over Saskia’s face, as though she’s belatedly realised that Beth could have been involved in something genuinely traumatic. ‘Of course,’ she says, dropping her voice an octave. This new deference gives Beth a moment to collect her thoughts.

‘I was coming back from Soho,’ she finally says. ‘You know I was out with some of the mums from Ava’s class?’

Saskia nods. Micromanaging their families’ lives doesn’t mean they don’t have time to keep track of what the other is doing too.

‘I tend to walk home from the station via Bolingbroke Grove when it’s dark, which means passing the shops at the top of our road. And last night, outside the empty one …’

‘The old Delphine’s? With the squatters?’

‘There was this man, unconscious, just outside the front door. Like he’d walked out of the shop and collapsed.’

‘Shit,’ Saskia exhales. ‘So you phoned the police?’

‘No,’ Beth says, furrowing her brow. ‘I phoned for an ambulance, and followed all their instructions. The police came after.’

‘And was he okay, the man?’

Beth shakes her head. Her earlier frustration with controlling her bodily functions has returned because her eyes are getting hot. She blinks them a few times and pushes her lips together.

‘He died? Wow, Beth, poor you. Talk about wrong time, wrong place. But you did what you could, and phoning for an ambulance is hero-level stuff. How are you feeling now?’