Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“We accomplished what we set out to do. We found our father.”
Mercedes doesn’t say anything, but she smiles. Just half a smile, but a smile just the same.
When we reach my block, we pause across the street from the driveway. It’s like there’s a force field preventing us from going home. Like we’re in our own spaceship, hovering among the stars, not quite ready to head back to earth.
“You’re lucky,” Mercedes says, breaking the silence. “It’s a nice house.” We both stare at my house. My California, stepfamily house.
“But your house is gorgeous,” I protest. “This one is… well, small. For five of us.”
“But you have your family.”
I picture my mom making snacks for me and Lucas and Kenny after school, driving me to the store for school supplies, helping me bake zucchini bread. She’ll find a job eventually and then she won’t be around to do these mom things as much, but she would never be gone as much as Mercedes’s mom is gone. She would never leave me or the boys with a full-time nanny. My heart squeezes with the thought of what Mercedes is missing.
“You know, you can hang out at my house as much as you want,” I say. “You and your brother. Who knows? Maybe Tristan and Lucas will become best friends. We’re your family, too.”
She doesn’t look at me at first. And then, after a long silence, she says, “Cool.”
“Mattie!” someone yells. “Mercedes!”
Mom and Bob barrel through the red front door. “They’re here!” Bob yells into the house.
Francisco Gómez trips on the step as he rushes outside. I wonder if the little girls dressed in white from the picture on his phone ever run away. His eyebrows are scrunched but his mouth is slowly stretching into a smile. “Thank goodness! Qué alivio,” he says in his Colombian voice that’s both strange and familiar. “Mercedes! Matilde! Hijitas!” And we run across the street toward him. Toward everyone.
Lucas appears from around the back of the house and hurtles toward us. “Mattie!” He crashes into my arms and hugs me. It’s funny—I thought I had lost everything when I left Minnesota, but looking around, I can see how much I’ve gained. A half sister, a dad, a stepfather, and even a wild little stepbrother. I squeeze him back. And then he yells, “Basketball!”
The adults gathered around us laugh as he makes a beeline toward a ball forgotten under a purple-flowering shrub.
“Oh, you two,” my mom says, the air rushing out of her as if she’s been holding her breath. “Come in. And, Bob,” she says over her shoulder, “lock the front door so these girls don’t escape again.” Bob chuckles his stepdad-like laugh. “I’m only kind of kidding,” my mom says sternly.