Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
I can hear Mercedes scuffling to her feet as I grab at the blanket. I sneeze again.
“¡Juepucha! ¿Quiubo, nenas? ¿Qué te me hagan?” Francisco Gómez is sputtering in Spanish.
We scramble to our feet. Me and Mercedes. Rumpled from head to toe, and our hair—even hers—has gone wild, sticking up in every direction. My sister and I stand side by side in front of our father.
For a long time, none of us moves. The only sound is me sniffling—I may sneeze again. He stares at us, the key still in the lock, his hand on the door frame. We must have startled him. He looks back and forth between the two of us. He’s probably wondering if we’re thieves or burglars or runaways. We’re all that and more, of course. Does he recognize us? We look exactly alike right now—our brown eyes big, our mouths waiting to see if we should frown or smile. Our hair, wavy and wild. Our matching Petal Pink fingernails. Does he know we’re his daughters? The longer the silence goes, the faster my heart beats. Will he yell at us? My head is filled with rocks. Will he throw us out, call the security guard? Am I going to jail? Black spots appear in front of my eyes. Will I faint?
Mercedes takes my hand and squeezes, just for a moment. I take a deep, brave breath. “Francisco Gómez,” I say in a clear, calm voice.
“Hi, Frank,” Mercedes says.
There were many things I imagined he might do when he saw us. I imagined he’d be angry. I imagined he’d be happy. I imagined that he’d ask about our moms, ask us how old we are, ask us how we got here. I imagined he might want proof (would my school ID work? My baby picture?). What I didn’t imagine is that he would fall to his knees in front of us and start crying.
It doesn’t take much for me to cry. My mom says I cried at the smallest noise when I was a baby. When I was a toddler, I sobbed every day when she dropped me off at day care. I cried on my first day of kindergarten and on my last day of sixth grade. I still cry—a bad grade, a broken pencil, a look from a teacher. I cry when I’m worried that I’m going to have a panic attack, and I also cry when I see a cute puppy at the park.