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Chapters (55)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. CHAPTER 1 Mattie
  5. CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
  6. CHAPTER 3 Mattie
  7. CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
  8. CHAPTER 5 Mattie
  9. CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
  10. CHAPTER 7 Mattie
  11. CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
  12. CHAPTER 9 Mattie
  13. CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
  14. CHAPTER 11 Mattie
  15. CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
  16. CHAPTER 13 Mattie
  17. CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
  18. CHAPTER 15 Mattie
  19. CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
  20. CHAPTER 17 Mattie
  21. CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
  22. CHAPTER 19 Mattie
  23. CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
  24. CHAPTER 21 Mattie
  25. CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
  26. CHAPTER 23 Mattie
  27. CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
  28. CHAPTER 25 Mattie
  29. CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
  30. CHAPTER 27 Mattie
  31. CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
  32. CHAPTER 29 Mattie
  33. CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
  34. CHAPTER 31 Mattie
  35. CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
  36. CHAPTER 33 Mattie
  37. CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
  38. CHAPTER 35 Mattie
  39. CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
  40. CHAPTER 37 Mattie
  41. CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
  42. CHAPTER 39 Mattie
  43. CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
  44. CHAPTER 41 Mattie
  45. CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
  46. CHAPTER 43 Mattie
  47. CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
  48. CHAPTER 45 Mattie
  49. CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
  50. CHAPTER 47 Mattie
  51. CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
  52. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  53. More from the Author
  54. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  55. ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO

I can hear Mercedes scuffling to her feet as I grab at the blanket. I sneeze again.

“¡Juepucha! ¿Quiubo, nenas? ¿Qué te me hagan?” Francisco Gómez is sputtering in Spanish.

We scramble to our feet. Me and Mercedes. Rumpled from head to toe, and our hair—even hers—has gone wild, sticking up in every direction. My sister and I stand side by side in front of our father.

For a long time, none of us moves. The only sound is me sniffling—I may sneeze again. He stares at us, the key still in the lock, his hand on the door frame. We must have startled him. He looks back and forth between the two of us. He’s probably wondering if we’re thieves or burglars or runaways. We’re all that and more, of course. Does he recognize us? We look exactly alike right now—our brown eyes big, our mouths waiting to see if we should frown or smile. Our hair, wavy and wild. Our matching Petal Pink fingernails. Does he know we’re his daughters? The longer the silence goes, the faster my heart beats. Will he yell at us? My head is filled with rocks. Will he throw us out, call the security guard? Am I going to jail? Black spots appear in front of my eyes. Will I faint?

Mercedes takes my hand and squeezes, just for a moment. I take a deep, brave breath. “Francisco Gómez,” I say in a clear, calm voice.

“Hi, Frank,” Mercedes says.

There were many things I imagined he might do when he saw us. I imagined he’d be angry. I imagined he’d be happy. I imagined that he’d ask about our moms, ask us how old we are, ask us how we got here. I imagined he might want proof (would my school ID work? My baby picture?). What I didn’t imagine is that he would fall to his knees in front of us and start crying.

It doesn’t take much for me to cry. My mom says I cried at the smallest noise when I was a baby. When I was a toddler, I sobbed every day when she dropped me off at day care. I cried on my first day of kindergarten and on my last day of sixth grade. I still cry—a bad grade, a broken pencil, a look from a teacher. I cry when I’m worried that I’m going to have a panic attack, and I also cry when I see a cute puppy at the park.