Chapters (55)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- CHAPTER 1 Mattie
- CHAPTER 2 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 3 Mattie
- CHAPTER 4 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 5 Mattie
- CHAPTER 6 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 7 Mattie
- CHAPTER 8 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 9 Mattie
- CHAPTER 10 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 11 Mattie
- CHAPTER 12 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 13 Mattie
- CHAPTER 14 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 15 Mattie
- CHAPTER 16 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 17 Mattie
- CHAPTER 18 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 19 Mattie
- CHAPTER 20 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 21 Mattie
- CHAPTER 22 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 23 Mattie
- CHAPTER 24 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 25 Mattie
- CHAPTER 26 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 27 Mattie
- CHAPTER 28 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 29 Mattie
- CHAPTER 30 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 31 Mattie
- CHAPTER 32 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 33 Mattie
- CHAPTER 34 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 35 Mattie
- CHAPTER 36 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 37 Mattie
- CHAPTER 38 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 39 Mattie
- CHAPTER 40 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 41 Mattie
- CHAPTER 42 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 43 Mattie
- CHAPTER 44 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 45 Mattie
- CHAPTER 46 Mercedes
- CHAPTER 47 Mattie
- CHAPTER 48 Mercedes
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- More from the Author
- ABOUT THE AUTHOR
- ALSO BY ANIKA FAJARDO
“Oh, darn,” Kenny said in a sarcastic tone. “Guess I’ll have to miss the first two weeks of fifth grade.”
“Doh!” said Bob. “I’m sorry, guys. I guess I’m just so excited to marry Valerie, I forgot all about school. Should we move the wedding?”
My mom laughed. “We can’t change the wedding, Bob. It’s in less than a week!”
But I didn’t like the idea of starting school late. I knew I was going to stick out. But, of course, I hadn’t realized how much.
And now, here I am, starting my second day of seventh grade during what was the other students’ second week. On top of that, a gray cloud swirls depressingly outside the kitchen window. “Why is it so… gross outside?” I ask.
“It’s just morning fog,” Bob says.
“Bog!” shouts Lucas.
“Nice job, kiddo.” Bob laughs. To me, he adds, “It should clear later today. Or sometimes morning fog lasts a few days.”
“Maze!”
I ignore Lucas. “Then why is it called morning fog?”
“It makes people feel better,” he says with a smile.
“Letter!”
I do not feel better.
And I don’t feel any better when I arrive at Poppy View for day two. Just like yesterday, kids whisper and point as I pass them in the corridors. Mer-mattie, I hear, still feeling like I’m under water.
While I’m taking out my textbooks at my locker and putting my phone away, I hear a piercing shriek. The lockers are lined up along an outdoor corridor that connects the classrooms, which are really just little buildings of their own. Back home in Minnesota, schools are enclosed, often red brick, the gray metal lockers in stuffy hallways with flickering fluorescent lighting. Here the breeze from the ocean smells like salt and cold water, and the lockers are painted the school colors—red and yellow. There’s the shriek again. Across the corridor, Mercedes Miller giggles with her gang of girls. One thing that isn’t different from Minnesota is that there are always popular kids. And Mercedes Miller and her friends are clearly popular. They all have matching bracelets and headbands today. Mercedes’s nails are painted tangerine orange. The girls’ echoey laughter makes me feel even more alone. I miss Mai so much.