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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  56. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  57. What’s next onyour reading list?

You’re hedging, Lulu thinks, but she doesn’t want to push the conversation out of the casual zone. She doesn’t know Cass well enough for that yet.

“That seems nice,” she says. “I’ve always wanted to have a guy friend who was just—who was only that. Or maybe an older brother, I guess? Best of both worlds, right? Someone who can tell you what the hell dudes are thinking, and also, you can date his friends.”

“You clearly don’t have an older brother.”

“You do?”

“This is his, actually.” Cass tugs the sleeve of the oversized plaid flannel she’s wearing. “So he is good for that. He would rather eviscerate himself than talk to me about dating, though, and he’d certainly eviscerate his friends for looking at me twice.”

“Eviscerate,” Lulu says. “That’s a good word.” She feels self-conscious. Maybe Cass is super smart. Maybe she’s about to discover that Lulu’s not. St. Amelia’s is a good school and everything, but Lowell kids can be kind of on another level.

Cass doesn’t dwell on her vocabulary, though. “You have a brother, you learn how to describe all kinds of gross shit,” she agrees. “Anyway, Ryan is—I mean, we’re not anything. But he can, I guess he can be a little possessive. I understand why people get the wrong idea about us.”

“He does seem . . . intense.”

“He is,” Cass says. “About everything, actually. Not just me. But it’s a whole thing with him. His family . . . if I’d grown up with his parents, I’d be intense too.”

“What are they like?”

“Ryan’s dad was almost kidnapped when he was a kid. You know that story?”

It’s one of the things that came up when Lulu was googling the Riggses, Roman Senior’s near abduction. He was ten when it happened, old enough to understand, and to have been terrorized by the fear of it happening again ever since.

“It fucked up his whole life,” Cass continues. “That’s why Ry was homeschooled until he was fifteen. They raised him to believe that he had to always be on the lookout for people who were trying to take things from him. Who were only interested in him because his last name is on a lot of buildings.”

It’s funny. Lulu has lived her whole life around rich people; she is rich people, technically, she’s pretty sure. But she’s not the kind of rich that Ryan is, or even Owen—lasts-you-generations-type money. Famous-last-name-type money.