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Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  56. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  57. What’s next onyour reading list?

She’s ready to spend her third period free hiding out in the library, but just as history ends someone knocks on the door with a note for her. It’s from Mr. Winters; he wants her to come by his office for a chat. Lulu considers not going, but she has Cinema Studies later today, so she’s going to have to see him soon anyway. Better to just get it over with.

“I haven’t listened to it yet,” Lulu lies. “Beauty, Power, Danger—I haven’t had time.” She’s hoping against hope that that’s all this meeting is about—that he wants to follow up with her and tell her more about how he knows the Riggs family, and Christine L. Thompson, and whoever else.

Mr. Winters dashes her hopes, waving them away with a hand. “Whenever you’re ready,” he says. “Though I would especially recommend checking it out now, given what you were up to over the break. Sit down.”

“What I was up to?”

“Ryan’s parents told me about the opening,” Mr. Winters says. “To clarify. I’m not the kind of teacher who goes looking my students up online or anything. I mean, I’d hope you know that, but can’t be too careful, I guess.”

“Have you seen the pictures?”

“I think a lot of people have,” Mr. Winters says. He squints at Lulu. “Is that a problem?”

“No.”

“Are you—”

“I said no.”

“Okay!” Mr. Winters holds up his hands, like he didn’t mean to start anything. As if he weren’t the one who brought this up. “Because I just wanted to say that I think they’re beautiful. Ryan’s so talented, but in particular, the pictures of you I thought were just fantastic. Really raw and brave, Lulu. Roman—Ryan’s father—suggested I take a look at some of your previous work, to give some context to—”

“What previous—”

“Your Flash posts,” Mr. Winters says. “He sent me a link to an archive, and I only glanced through a few, but I really thought that the images represented a huge step forward for you, in terms of achieving naturalism, and more effectively blurring the lines between life and art. The Flashes were so composed, largely. Whereas there’s—I already said raw, didn’t I? But there is. There’s just something so real about what happens when you put down the camera and let someone else capture you. Are you interested in modeling at all? Because I think you have some real talent, and I’d be happy to introduce you to my contacts. Such as they are, of course.”

Lulu is totally, utterly stunned. She finds herself at a complete loss for words.

“I don’t want to model,” she says eventually.