Back Look
Chapters (57)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. CHAPTER ONE
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. CHAPTER THREE
  7. CHAPTER FOUR
  8. CHAPTER FIVE
  9. CHAPTER SIX
  10. CHAPTER SEVEN
  11. CHAPTER EIGHT
  12. CHAPTER NINE
  13. CHAPTER TEN
  14. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  15. CHAPTER TWELVE
  16. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  17. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  18. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  19. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  20. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  21. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  22. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  23. CHAPTER TWENTY
  24. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  25. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  33. CHAPTER THIRTY
  34. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  35. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  36. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
  42. CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
  43. CHAPTER FORTY
  44. CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
  45. CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
  46. CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
  47. CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
  48. CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
  49. CHAPTER FORTY-SIX
  50. CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
  51. CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
  52. CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
  53. CHAPTER FIFTY
  54. CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
  55. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  56. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  57. What’s next onyour reading list?

Bea clicks through the slideshow. Rich comes out at one point, hair damp, deeply pouty, and Bea waves him away. “Girl stuff,” she says. “Urgent.”

He goes downstairs to play video games.

Bea hands the phone back to Lulu when she’s done.

Lulu can’t keep herself from thumbing through the gallery some more. It’s crazy to see herself as a model, a photograph, a thing that can be bought and sold. All of the magic of The Hotel sucked up and turned into a way to manipulate her into letting her guard down for long enough that he could capture the shape of her body for himself.

As if it even had to be that hard. Everyone knows Lulu is easy for a camera.

Bea takes the phone from Lulu’s hands. Lulu doesn’t resist. It feels so good to let someone else take care of her.

“I think we should talk about this,” Bea says.

“What’s left to say?” Lulu drains the last drops from the champagne bottle. “Is there more?” She likes the fuzzy faraway soft feeling the booze is lending her. She wants more of it.

“No,” Bea says, “and, to start with, I need to know what exactly happened here. Did Ryan not tell you he was taking the photographs? Or that he was going to sell them? Or post them online?”

“The black-and-white ones are security footage,” Lulu says. “The pictures of us in bed? We definitely did not pose for those.”

Bea sucks in a sharp breath.

Lulu says, “I just. I know it doesn’t look that bad. But I didn’t know he was watching. Much less that anyone else ever would be.”

“Fuck.”

“Pretty much.”

“Wow. Wow. Wow. That’s, like, that’s got to be illegal, right?”

“I don’t know. Probably. Kind of. There were signs up saying there were cameras at the hotel.”

“Still, though. You should sue him.”

“Sue the Riggs family?” Lulu’s laugh is hollow. “Waste of time. Or money, I guess, mostly.” Her family is rich, but there’s a difference between second-generation immigrant lawyers and a hundred years of Riggs men getting away with whatever they fucking please in America. She thinks about that Supreme Court justice, the one who assaulted a girl when he was younger. No one believed the women who came forward against him. And the Riggses have way more money and history than he did.

“It would mess with his reputation, at least,” Bea argues.

“I can’t really think about this right now,” Lulu says. “I’m sorry, B, I just—”

“No, no, that’s fine, I’m sorry, I’m just—I don’t know what to do about this.”

“I don’t either.”

“You want to make Rich give up the PlayStation so we can watch a movie or something?”

“Yes,” Lulu says. “Please. Thank you.”