3:30-6:46AM: talked with juliet. considering going to AA meetings in brooklyn. juliet said there were a lot of attractive people there. near the end of the conversation i asked what was the thing that made her want to get sober. she said she was surprised that she did, that it seemed like a bunch of coincidences lining up. agreed that anything that ever happens to me that ‘stays’ is due to…just…like, ‘feeling right.’ series of coincidences. something like that. we talked about god and men we like. it’s now august 20, i’m doing retroactive update. i like juliet a lot. she’s coming to NYC at the end of october. told her she and scott (my ‘parents’) should move into colin’s empty apartment across the hall from me and feed me soup using feeding tubes. juliet is good. will miss talking to her on skype. think it was hinted at or said outright that we both liked our talks and would like to talk more. ate 2mg xanax.