i want to make ‘two things, one week’ like ‘two girls, one cup.’ time-lapse footage of me over the course of one week, trying to motivate myself to do two social things i said i wanted to do, ending up sitting in different places in my apartment. the video is somehow more revolting than ‘two girls, one cup.’ or no, it could just be the same video. yeah it’s just the same video. ‘two things, one week’ = ‘two girls, one cup.’ i’m aware of trying to sound like i did in the beginning of the liveblog. now i’m going to stop doing that.

THING I’VE NOTICED WHICH SEEMS TO BE A RESULT OF LIVEBLOG:

•  when someone asks me about the specifics of an event, i do something like ‘mentally accessing library where my memories are stored,’ which is…i’m just scanning a mental index of liveblog. the memory of typing something often comes before the memory of the event i typed.

4:07AM: this is the longest i’ve sat at this table. the table is helping with…something, i feel. nonspecific helper table.

4:10AM: wonder if anyone actually is a paid member of those websites that don’t have real downloads of albums/movies but always want you to be a member. do those websites employ people? how does that work?

4:11AM: on the walk home from the grocery store tonight i thought, ‘people i follow on twitter…people don’t seem as interested in things…something used to feel more active, i used to feel aligned with something…where do you go to find interesting things…motherboard, htmlgiant, gawker, io9, wired…no one cares anymore, even those places…wait was htmlgiant one of those places…yyy-es…i think’

6:13AM: ate 800mg choline and 800mg aniracetam instead of more adderall. feel more alert than a few minutes ago. peed and turned on bathtub faucet for alvie.

6:34AM: have been looking for a way to re-download ‘eskimo snow’ by why? was surprised to see the name ‘ben rosamond’ in the comments section of a website that showed up on google. left this comment:

‘ben rosamond

damn

ben rosamond from australia or new zealand maybe?

it’s 6:24AM and i’ve been trying to find somewhere to re-download this album periodically for the past few hours…have a new computer…this is megan boyle…gonna give up and buy again i think

2009 ben rosamond blast from the past

hi, if you ever see this’

6:53AM: left this comment:

‘damn didn’t know you contributed to wefuckinglovemusic

i can’t remember how i know about wefuckinglovemusic or for how long i’ve known about it

(i’m talking to ben)

hi-ho, megan boyle still here

pictured continuously commenting on this thread in this manner until it becomes like 600k words long

would happen really slowly, like over the course of 40 years

bookmarking this page, maybe will do this

probably not

shit now it seems unavoidable