3:40PM: woke around 1PM i think, re-pasted ‘extreme’ update. hard to move. it was sunny and now it’s cloudy. masha emailed. answered ask.fm questions. pooped twice. painted second coat of paint on nails. dad put $181 in checking account. the oil change place will be closed, maybe. think my license might be suspended already. okay. ate chia mixture. drank 8.4oz sugar-free red bull. tao paid me for the transcription. looked at zachary’s twitter. it’s funny. want to eat pineapple.

5:10PM: mom called. attorney’s office called also, i’m picking up paperwork from them on thursday. money from paypal will take three-to-five business days to transfer to savings. left long rambling voicemail for dad. swept and did dishes. ate noopept and snorted remaining heroin. cut open the straw i’ve been using and licked it. licked container and baggie also. i feel good. made celery/romaine/parsley/lemon juice blender drink.

today i want to exercise and get a plastic bag for the mattress from the hardware store and take the mattress the fuck out to the dumpster. it has been in here too long. they won’t pick it up if it’s not in a bag. rachel white invited me to a thingy tonight. might go to that. okay. i feel better than i’ve felt since waking. unsure if it’s due to heroin. i don’t care why. if something makes you want to be more productive and improves your mood that’s good, i think. ‘defending drugs’ boyle.

7:59PM: napped, remember also feeling conscious that i was a body on the bed. answered ask.fm questions. felt calm and good when i woke, like everything would be easy.