2:37pm: three people ahead of me in line. Woman said ‘I don’t see how they have one bathroom for men and women.’ man said ‘in a new York public library.’ I said ‘maybe because there’s so many of us.’ we all looked at each other. Man who took a long time exited. Man ahead of the three of us entered and exited quickly. Woman said ‘don’t worry I’ll be fast.’ she was fast. Man is in there now. Woman exited, tapped my shoulder and said something about being in queens this morning. She knocked really hard on the door, she said ‘what’re you doing, taking a shower in there?’ I smiled and shrugged and said ‘I don’t know man, just hanging out.’ she said something else, laughing a little, tapped my shoulder again and said good luck. Man exited. Now I’m peeing. Now I’m done peeing.

2:48pm: at UPS, getting three resumes printed on ‘ivory’ resume paper. Woman behind counter said ‘the phone keep ringing man.’ I said ‘y-eah. Yeah. Nice ivory paper. For it to stand out.’

2:53pm: cheerful UPS woman wished me good luck.

3:03pm: standing at corner of church st and reade st in manhattan. The organic avenue website said to email a resume and cover letter. Should I go to the library and write a cover letter then get them to print it out…so fucked, all options. Shit. I just want to fly planes shit I forgot mom is coming okay I’ll go back home goddamnitdkakajsjjajj

4:42pm: have been texting/tweeting/using phone irresponsibly during ride home. Construction worker wagged his finger disapprovingly and said ‘no no.’ Someone named Kristie from baltimore who I have texted with re liveblog responded to my tweet request for adderall and has come to my rescue and is on a megabus to NYC now. She’s not coming just to give me adderall.

5:33pm: cleaned cat box and fed them and swept and swiffered fast, mom is lost in rush hour and said it would make sense for me to drive to brooklyn do adderall/book + xanax exchange, ‘eternally thankful’ to Kristie (lied to mom in that i said i was only giving kristie a book/not exchanging drugs)

6:28pm: met and did addy/Xanax exchange with nice ass Kristie twitter person who apologized for being drunk and didn’t seem drunk. She is visiting her boyfriend in a pretty part of Brooklyn.

6:46pm: in traffic. No new emails.

6:59pm: mom called with address. Have been typing Zachary, feels like ‘bankruptcy.’ Filing for emotional bankruptcy.

7:14pm: I’m glad mom is here. I’m going to see mom.

7:32pm: this area looks bleak. Looking forward to rescuing mom.

7:36pm: parked in motel parking lot, by picnic table in front of a mass of Verizon trucks.