Zachary drank charetreuse all morning. I drank coffee. At one point he said ‘just drink this don’t ask questions’ and poured clear liquid from unmarked bottle. I said ‘it’s just vinegar’ and ‘is it everclear?’ He said ‘I’m not telling you, just drink it.’ Tasted motor oily. Zachary said it was mezcal Adam bought on a street in Mexico. I said something about ‘the master’

At some point I drank another shot which Zachary tried to ‘chill’ by doing an ice/knife trick and spilled most of

Zachary took the sheets off the bed for laundry (he does laundry whenever he housesits for Adam)

Tried on Adam’s and Lauren’s clothes they put in ‘donation bags,’ felt carefree

Laid together on bed. I did something ‘raucous’ I think, like, bounced around. Zachary said ‘I just want us to be friends forever.’ The radio was on

At some point Zachary said he came in my mouth twice while I was sleeping, unsure if he was serious

Zachary filled pillowcases full of towels and sheets of Adam’s laundry and we walked to the laundromat

At some point it was directly or indirectly addressed that I wouldn’t be going to the navy

At some point we were sitting on the couch or bed and Zachary asked me how I felt about him wanting to date Beth and I said ‘as long as I don’t think about it I don’t care’

At some point I asked about the discrepancies between him being so upset that I had sex with Jordan when we weren’t officially together and him having sex with three girls while pursuing Beth. He said something like ‘I was drunk most of the time then’ and that if it got serious with Beth he would stop having sex with other girls

Walked to check on laundry. Felt bad and like I wanted to be more drunk but not drunk at all but I didn’t know what else I wanted to be doing. Zachary had his arm around me a lot and said things like ‘hi puppy’ and ‘it’s so nice outside’ and I’d say ‘hi’ and ‘yeah it’s really nice out.’ he said ‘it’s crazy nice out’

Zachary brought chartreuse in to laundry. I said ‘you can’t do that’ and he said ‘yes I can’ or something, I was grinning

Remember saying ‘I want a bagel’ repeatedly

Ordered Mexican food from place next to laundromat. I said ‘could I get three ahi tuna tacos, chips and guacamole, a bedford avenue burrito.’ Zachary was acting belligerent, was embarrassed to be ordering with him. Walked to condiment station and filled around ten small containers with sauces. Zachary helped fill some, made mess. Wiped area with napkins before we left

Walked back to apartment