10:01pm: taking the long way home to listen to less than jake and sing ‘me and bobby McGee’ more.

10:15pm: it’s harder to think ‘i before e except after c’ than remember how words are spelled.

10:17pm: pictured music video montage of my life (moments: sitting in car after Zachary phone call, my dad smoking weed alone last night, matthew donahoo’s face in front of email to me, me and Sam pink looking for my car in new york, me in car now) during emotional part of ‘the brightest bulb has burned out’ by less than jake, felt moved, didn’t realize this was a cliché-type image/situation until I typed.

10:25pm: the most emotional part of the song is the bass. snickered typing that.

10:28pm: the most emotional parts of the song are from 2:10-2:31 and 2:57-3:17. Emotional mostly because of lyrics…and bass…snickering…the bass isn’t totally synced or something…I can’t think about bass without thinking ‘dad’s basso voice’ or ‘thumpmaster Alvie’s high-gravity subwoofer.’

10:38pm: smells so good outside, memory-encoded smells, the smell is making me emotional now also. spring smells like dying, like ‘you had your chance.’

10:41pm: if I only wear bras without underwire will my boobs be saggier when I’m old?

10:43pm: going to punish myself so hard at gym tonight…even if I barely move it’ll punish me…

10:45pm: what if spring smelled like ass

10:52pm: parked outside mom’s. Unintentionally skipped then did it on purpose and laughed a little then stopped to type this.