•  story about how she walked out on a job without telling anyone and she never went back

•  story about how she ‘made it snow’ by thinking

• story about how she covered a consumer reports thing about technology in las vegas and interviewed the guy who made one of the first VCRs. no one knew about them yet. she was taking notes really fast, then said ‘i don’t know what i’m taking notes about.’ the VCR man said ‘do you want me to write your article for you?’ she said ‘i wanted to say ‘yes! yes, and i’ll pay you!” but she wrote it. i said ‘and you did it all without adderall.’ she said ‘nope, and i did it, all me no adderall.’

ate baba ganoush and three rice cakes.

11:24PM: thinking about computers…singularity…can’t remember if mom and i talked about the singularity…

11:55PM: want to update really fast so i can party with mom more. hearing holocaust violins from her bedroom. going to make her turn on mary tyler moore or something. when you have a B.D.O. that’s no big whoop you get to treat yourself by partying with mom.

APRIL 9, 2013

12:30AM: have been partying with tao’s mushrooms liveblog, holding my pee despite abdominal laughing motion, holding pee still to write this, briefly unsure if i meant ‘i have to pee’ or ‘i’m on mushrooms’ and ‘what is the difference between having to pee and being on mushrooms.’

12:31-7:59AM: partied all night long. have been partying since 3PM april 7, i think. no sleep party invitations go to only me and mom, only if she’ll party hard. watched three episodes of ‘homeland’ with mom. she fell asleep and i watched four more in bed.

i want the red-headed slut from ‘homeland’ to pound me, the marine p.o.w.

can’t think of his name, feel like it’s ‘bobby sox’

brody

brody the red-headed slut marine

what an interesting face

he’s probably one of those ‘secretly british’ people, like christian bale

identified with claire danes when she was obsessively watching his spy cameras of the red-headed slut, feel like i do that but use the internet so i don’t get the actual ‘goods’

a yawn is circular-feeling, spherical

wanted all of ‘homeland’ to be the part at the cabin where they’re making pasta, or any times they get to hang out, or knowing more about the torture parts

can barely understand what mandy patinkin is saying, he sounds like he’s talking backwards most of the time

sun is up

this was nice.

8:21AM: could easily go into another ‘just not going to sleep for forever’ thing again right now.