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Chapters (69)
  1. Cover
  2. Also by Ranjit Hoskote
  3. Advance Praise for Jonahwhale
  4. Dedication
  5. I
  6. The Churchgate Gazette
  7. The Map Seller
  8. The Atlas of Lost Beliefs
  9. Seven Islands
  10. Ocean
  11. Ahab
  12. Spelling the Tide
  13. Cape Caution
  14. The Heart Fixes on Nothing
  15. And Sometimes Rivers
  16. Risk
  17. As It Emptieth It Selfe
  18. Lascar
  19. At the Belvedere
  20. Sycorax
  21. A Constantly Unfinished Instrument
  22. Night Sky and Counting
  23. Render
  24. Pompeii Mural
  25. Fly Away, Swim Closer
  26. Marine Drive
  27. Natural History
  28. Passage
  29. The Refugee Pauses in Flight
  30. Wound
  31. Redburn on Shore Leave
  32. Cargo and Ballast
  33. Baldachin
  34. Highway Prayer
  35. II
  36. Poona Traffic Shots
  37. III
  38. Philip Guston, in (Pretty Much) His Own Words
  39. Poussin’s ‘Landscape with a Man Killed by a Snake’
  40. Aperture
  41. Passepartout
  42. Printer
  43. Glass
  44. Rothko
  45. Hangman’s Song
  46. The Oracle Tree
  47. At Twenty Paces
  48. Sniper’s Drill
  49. Open for Business
  50. Rain Dance
  51. Figures on an Amphora
  52. Under the Tree of Tongues
  53. Eight Rules for Travellers to Thebes
  54. Miniature Painting
  55. Glossa
  56. Tree Line
  57. After the Story
  58. The Bungalows of South Avenue
  59. Self-Portrait as Child in the Rain
  60. Marcus Aurelius
  61. Planetarium
  62. Kushan Dawn Song
  63. Dunhuang
  64. Bactrian Drachma
  65. The Swimming Pool
  66. The Poet’s Life
  67. Notes
  68. Acknowledgements
  69. THE BEGINNING

Thread decays, clothes fall to pieces. Books moulder away.

Plaster cracks, timber rots,

the matting hangs in shreds. Fungus inscribes itself

on vellum bindings as the tattoo of rain on the roof

drowns out the mind’s arias.

The clouded mirror’s been my only proper companion

since Ovid and Seneca fell apart.

I’ve been reading palmleaf manuscripts with sour pandits

and picking up opium and Tamil from sallow lascars

in this pidgin district, waiting for the mailboat

to bring me the necessities:

sherry, walnuts, Trichinopoly cigars.

I have hidden in the houses of the bibis who breed

our scabby byblows, who run around the gullies

with their tow hair and improbable grey eyes:

their fortunes will be the fortunes of Homer’s sailors.

Before they indenture themselves

to war or shipwreck or sirens or mutiny,

we’ll tame the little devils, give them Greek

or Irish names, teach them a respectable tongue.

Then we’ll lop them off the family tree

and send them out on battered frigates

to fight and die for King and Country.

III.

Try mangrove instead of watercress.

Try chameleons instead of retrievers.

The earth webs your feet here, and look out

for rivers that bite.

Stone in the veins.

This country smelted from copper

and scented with mustard

has secret names that only

its lovers can nose out.

IV.

The river stabs the sea.

Water, salt and fresh, bursts up

through the splintered ribs of the scuttled boat

that’s trailed a wake of belly-up fish.

Thalassa. The compass bird points to the coast:

to a rivermouth disgorging crumbled islands,

to the tidewash that numbs the wounds

by which conquerors named it.

Trapped by the trader’s sovereign eye,

by the surveyors of revenue lands,

the purveyors of clove and camphor,

the coast signals its own tongue:

breaking with the horizon’s grammar,

a stutterance.

Lascar

Bombay–Liverpool–London, 1889

The lascar was always sallow. It didn’t help

that his name anagrammed rascal. He carried

a whiff of scurvy, a hint of rats in the hold,

hulls battered by typhoons.

He was never far from dirty work.

Here’s what the detective said:

There’s a trapdoor at the back of that opium den,

near the wharf, which could tell strange tales

of what passes through it on moonless nights.

Here’s what the good wife said:

At the foot of the stairs I met this lascar,

who thrust me back and, aided by a Dane,

pushed me out into the street.

Meanwhile her husband:

Only one man knew my secret. He was the keeper

of a low den in which I used to lodge.

A lascar, well paid by me for his rooms,

my secret was safe with him.

Neither detective nor wife nor husband knew

the bleached village on the Konkan coast,

or had seen the forced parades at tropical noon,

the forts locked in rising silt, the standing crops burned.

History gave you one name. Fear