Chapters (129)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Acknowledgements
- CONTENTS
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
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She and Zak didn’t hold hands, there were no lingering looks over the cappuccinos they’d enjoyed, nothing like that. Still, it was cosy, friendly and a lot of fun. Then they’d driven home, separately, after a chaste kiss. And Lauren didn’t want to share that with Jude.
In fact, she wanted him to believe that she’d had a thoroughly miserable time by herself while he was busy being married and duty bound. Besides, it wasn’t fair on Zak. She didn’t want Jude to think that there was anything in it and possibly jeopardise Zak’s career prospects at Happening Today.
On Monday morning, Lauren was deliberately late for work. She knew that Jude would be in early, looking for her, trying to snatch some time alone. It was a pattern she was well used to.
Defiantly, she kept herself busy and surrounded by other people all morning and she hadn’t answered Jude’s emails either. It was childish, but there was no doubt that it gave her a certain sense of satisfaction. Whenever she looked up, just to glance in Jude’s direction, it seemed that Zak was looking at her.
She couldn’t thank her friend enough for coming to her rescue this weekend, and the Sunday they’d spent together was, Lauren was sure, more relaxing than it would have been with her lover. Jude would have been constantly checking his phone and watching the clock, anxious not to miss his appointed departure slot.
At lunchtime, she’d dashed out to the sandwich shop on the corner and, just as she entered the door to join the queue, she’d felt a hand on her arm.
It was Jude and he was out of breath. ‘I’ve been calling you,’ he panted.
‘Really?’
‘You didn’t hear?’
‘No.’ She hadn’t. To be honest, Lauren had been back on that open-top bus in Bath with Zak.
Jude hung his head. ‘I thought you were deliberately avoiding me.’
They joined the queue.
‘Would you blame me if I was?’ Lauren asked.
‘Forgive me,’ he said. ‘I’ll make it up to you. Anything. All you have to do is ask.’
‘Leave your wife,’ she said flatly. ‘That would work for me.’
‘I’m trying to,’ Jude insisted. ‘It’s not that easy.’
‘If you can’t get away for a weekend, how are you going to leave for ever?’
‘I have to choose my moment carefully,’ Jude said. ‘Georgia’s very fragile.’
‘You forget that I’ve met her,’ Lauren reminded him. Fragile, Georgia was not.
Jude looked exasperated. ‘I am putting things in place, Lauren. Please believe me. One day we will be together.’
‘Don’t leave it too long, Jude,’ she warned. ‘Or I may not be waiting.’
‘Tonight,’ he said. ‘I’ll come round tonight.’ Then, lowering his voice, ‘God, I want you.’