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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

‘Well done,’ Blake says, and I hold up a hand in thanks, talking still being a little tricky. He gets a towel out of his car and rubs himself down with it. ‘Fancy a celebratory drink?’

‘I couldn’t touch alcohol,’ I say. ‘I’d be flat on my back.’

‘We wouldn’t want that, Sexy,’ Blake says. One of his winks again. ‘I was thinking more along the lines of a cola or something.’

There’s a pub by the side of the lake – one of those big, impersonal family affairs with plastic food at credit-crunch prices. But there are benches and tables outside and, for some reason, a canal boat stranded afloat in a fake bit of canal which makes quite an attractive area.

‘Yes,’ I say without panting too much. What am I rushing home for, except to be met by stony silence? ‘That would be nice.’

We walk the hundred yards or so to the pub at a – mercifully – sedate pace.

‘Sit here,’ Blake says, as we reach a table by the narrowboat. ‘I’ll get the drinks.’

So I sit there fanning myself with a plastic menu, trying to cool down until my colleague returns with a glass of cola for me and a pint of orange juice for himself. We drink in silence as we look out over the lake.

‘Do you run here often?’ I ask.

He laughs. ‘Is that a pick-up line, Sexy?’

I feel myself colour up and, thankfully, Blake steps in to rescue me. ‘Yes, in fact I run here nearly every day – usually in the morning before I come to work. When you enjoy as much corporate hospitality as I do, you have to do something to keep in shape.’ He pats his washboard stomach fondly. ‘What about you?’

‘The only exercise I’ve had for the last twenty years is picking up dirty washing that my children have left on the floor.’ It was meant to be a joke but, for some reason, it makes my eyes prickle with tears.

‘What age are your kids?’

‘Ellen’s coming up twenty and Bobby’s just turned eighteen.’

‘You don’t look old enough to have kids that age.’

More blushing.

‘I bet they’re really proud of you.’

How can I tell Blake that they probably couldn’t care less? That ambition and adventure are words that aren’t in their vocabulary? That the only thing they’re bothered about is spending all their money on booze at the weekends?

‘They’re thrilled,’ I lie.

‘And your husband?’

Ah. Can’t even force a lie about that one. ‘Less so.’ I hang my head.

‘Then it’s even more brave that you’ve decided to go without his support. That’s tough.’

My throat has closed. ‘Yes.’

Blake fixes me with his baby-blue eyes and a smile curls his lips. ‘Well, I think you’re a very feisty woman, Annie Ashton.’