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- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Acknowledgements
- CONTENTS
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
- Chapter 99
- Chapter 100
- Chapter 101
- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
- Chapter 104
- Chapter 105
- Chapter 106
- Chapter 107
- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
- Chapter 116
- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
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His mouth still on hers, he steered her to the boardroom table and pushed her on to it. ‘I love you,’ he murmured. ‘God, I love you.’
In a well-practised move, he hitched her skirt up and pulled her pants down in swift succession. Then he eased himself into her with a contented moan.
They’d made love this way a dozen times before and, usually, she was lost in the passion of it, the urgency. This time, as he moved above her, the table was digging into her back and she hadn’t been quite ready and it all seemed a bit rushed, a bit forced.
He came inside her. They never used protection. She was on the pill and he trusted her to take it. What if one day she just stopped taking it and didn’t tell him? she wondered. What if she found that she was pregnant? Surely that would make Jude leave his wife?
While she was thinking this, her lover was already zipping up his trousers.
‘Have to dash,’ he said, smoothing down his hair. ‘I’ll call you later if I can. See you tomorrow, darling.’
Then Jude pecked her on the cheek and hurried out of the door.
Lauren stared down at herself. It was as if she was having an out-of-body experience. She could see a woman lying on the oak table, legs akimbo with no knickers on, still in her high heels, her lover’s semen inside her. But where was he?
Gone. That’s where.
She closed her legs, got down from the table, found her underwear on the floor and tugged it back on. Had she had an orgasm? Had she even vaguely enjoyed it? Had Jude even cared? Was this what he thought that she wanted?
This felt terrible. More than terrible.
Dazed, she left the boardroom and went to go back to her desk. Her legs were shaking, unsteady. All she wanted to do now was collect her things and go home.
‘Bloody hell, girl,’ a voice said from behind her. ‘You nearly gave me a heart-attack.’
‘Zak?’ Lauren turned. ‘What are you doing here so late?’
‘I could ask you the same thing.’ Both of their gazes returned to the boardroom door.
Self-consciously, Lauren straightened her skirt. A body language expert would have a field day with that.
Zak nodded towards the door. ‘I saw Jude leaving,’ he said. ‘He didn’t see me.’
Lauren realised that he could well have seen much more if he’d been there a few minutes earlier. They’d have to be even more careful from now on.
‘I’d left my wallet here,’ Zak said hastily to cover their embarrassment. ‘I was just going to grab something to eat. Join me?’
‘I’d better go home.’
‘What for?’
Lauren sagged. What for, indeed?