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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

He sat beside her and pulled her to him. ‘Okay?’

‘I think so.’

Zak poured her a cup of Earl Grey. ‘You must need this.’

‘A double brandy would be preferable.’ When she lifted the cup to her lips, Lauren realised her hand was shaking. ‘It was Jude who was hanging around outside your cottage this morning.’

‘How did he find out?’

A shrug. ‘Put two and two together.’

‘I’m sorry,’ Zak said. ‘I didn’t even think about the possibility that he’d follow us up here.’

‘Me neither,’ she admitted.

All those weekends when she’d begged for a morsel of his time and he’d been unable to get away from his family and yet, when it mattered to Jude, he could drop them like hot coals. It had taken her a long time – too long – but she was beginning to come to terms with the fact that her former lover wasn’t a very nice man.

And she hadn’t been a very nice person when she was with him, either.

‘I take it that he saw us together?’

‘Yes.’ Lauren risked a weary smile. ‘I don’t think he was very impressed.’

‘I can imagine.’

‘He’s very hurt.’

‘I could say that it was no more than he deserved.’

‘I know that you’re right,’ she agreed. ‘But that doesn’t make it any easier.’

‘But it is over?’ Zak’s eyes were dark with concern.

‘Oh, yes. It’s over. Once and for all.’

Zak reached for her hand. ‘Well I, for one, am very relieved to hear that.’

Lauren sighed.

‘A trouble shared is a trouble halved,’ Zak said. ‘Or so my old gran used to say. Want to tell me what’s on your mind?’

‘I can’t go back to work – how can I? But I don’t know what else to do.’

Zak picked at the slice of cake on his plate and avoided her eyes. ‘Perhaps I should have shared this with you earlier.’

‘I’m not sure that I can cope with any more surprises.’

‘I hope that you’ll think this is a good one.’ Zak put down his cup and fixed his gaze on her. ‘I’m setting up my own company – with another guy from the office. We’re going into business against Jude with another regional daily download. But this will be younger, funkier, aimed more at the teen market.’

‘That sounds great.’

‘I couldn’t trust you with it until I was sure that it was definitely over between you and Jude. I’m sure that you understand why.’

‘Of course I do.’

‘We haven’t got anyone to do the sales and marketing,’ Zak said. ‘I’m hoping that you might say you will.’

‘I will.’

His eyes widened. ‘You don’t need to think about it? You don’t need to know your terms and conditions? Your pay?’