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- Copyright Page
- Acknowledgements
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- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
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- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
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- Chapter 72
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- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Chapter 86
- Chapter 87
- Chapter 88
- Chapter 89
- Chapter 90
- Chapter 91
- Chapter 92
- Chapter 93
- Chapter 94
- Chapter 95
- Chapter 96
- Chapter 97
- Chapter 98
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- Chapter 102
- Chapter 103
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- Chapter 106
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- Chapter 108
- Chapter 109
- Chapter 110
- Chapter 111
- Chapter 112
- Chapter 113
- Chapter 114
- Chapter 115
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- Chapter 117
- Chapter 118
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Jude clambered out of the river, struggling up the bank. Lauren stood, hands on hips, and watched him in disbelief.
‘What,’ she asked, astonished, ‘are you doing here?’
Her ex-lover was soaked through. He was dripping all over the grass. If this was supposed to be a Mr Darcy moment, it had gone horribly wrong. Jude looked distraught, and there was duckweed sticking to his shirt and in his hair. The other tea drinkers in the garden stop with cups halfway to mouths that, to a man, have fallen open.
‘I might ask you the same thing,’ he said breathlessly.
‘How did you know I was here?’
‘It was obvious who you were with, when he didn’t turn in for work.’ Jude flicked a thumb in the direction of the Mill House where Zak was currently ordering their tea. ‘I saw you, Lauren. I saw you drive away with him. I was out of my mind. I had no idea where you might be going. If I’d had my car with me, I would have followed you right away. I tried to get information out of the other guys at work, but none of them knew a thing. Or pretended they didn’t.’
‘I didn’t even know myself until just before we left,’ she told him.
Jude looked unconvinced. ‘Then I remembered that he’d bought a weekend cottage in the Cotswolds. Clearly, that was my starting point. You can find out anything from the internet these days.’
‘So it was you looking over the hedge this morning?’
Jude nodded bleakly.
‘I don’t know why you bothered,’ Lauren said, sounding as hard as she could while inside, her stomach was twisting into knots.
‘You’re sleeping with him,’ he said. His voice was laced with anguish. ‘How could you?’
‘You’ve been sleeping with your wife for the five years that we’ve been seeing each other,’ she reminded him.
‘This is totally different.’ Jude raked his fingers through his wet hair. ‘I had no choice.’
‘You had a choice,’ Lauren said quietly. ‘We both did. And now I’ve made another choice. It’s over between us, Jude. What I do and who I do it with is no longer your business.’
‘I’m going to go in there and knock his head off.’
Lauren sighed. ‘Don’t be ridiculous. Let’s at least try to be dignified about this.’ Though it was hard to see how, when faced with a dripping wet ex-lover standing in front of her and the scenes with her dressed as a pineapple still sharp in her mind.
Jude’s shoulders drooped. ‘I love you,’ he said. ‘I can’t bear the thought of you with another man.’
Lauren didn’t dredge up all the years that she’d been tortured by him being with another woman.
‘Do you love him?’ The look of pain on his face was unbearable.