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Chapters (129)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. CONTENTS
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Chapter 86
  91. Chapter 87
  92. Chapter 88
  93. Chapter 89
  94. Chapter 90
  95. Chapter 91
  96. Chapter 92
  97. Chapter 93
  98. Chapter 94
  99. Chapter 95
  100. Chapter 96
  101. Chapter 97
  102. Chapter 98
  103. Chapter 99
  104. Chapter 100
  105. Chapter 101
  106. Chapter 102
  107. Chapter 103
  108. Chapter 104
  109. Chapter 105
  110. Chapter 106
  111. Chapter 107
  112. Chapter 108
  113. Chapter 109
  114. Chapter 110
  115. Chapter 111
  116. Chapter 112
  117. Chapter 113
  118. Chapter 114
  119. Chapter 115
  120. Chapter 116
  121. Chapter 117
  122. Chapter 118
  123. Read on for a preview of Carole Matthew's:
  124. Chapter One
  125. Chapter Two
  126. About the author
  127. Getting in touch
  128. Praise for Carole's novels from authors and the media
  129. Also by Carole Matthews

It does mean that I’m spending two or three hours every night making sandwiches and baking cakes – Chelsea, of course, never pointed out the downside to me. But what else would I be doing but watching mindless television and letting my brain turn to mush. By the time I’ve finished though, all I can do is fall into bed in an exhausted heap. Which is not a problem as Greg and I are hardly swinging from the chandeliers at the moment. Despite a distinct thawing in our frosty relations, we are still doing non-contact sleeping. No bouncy cuddles for me yet.

Still, I’m sure that me wearing a blue plastic boot isn’t a big turn-on anyway. And, if it was, I’d be worried.

I give Blake Chadwick his cheese and chutney sandwich and try not to think about sex. He hands over his cash with a winning smile. ‘Keep the change,’ he says. ‘Put it towards the fighting fund.’

‘Thanks.’

Things are a bit awkward between us now. I think he feels bad about the whole pineapple thing and I feel bad that I witnessed him snogging Minny when I thought it might just have been me.

‘How’s the foot holding up?’

I glance down at my attractive blue boot. ‘It’s okay. I have to make sure that I rest it at night.’

And, of course, our cosy little running sessions have been curtailed. Which is perhaps just as well.

‘You’ll still make it,’ he says encouragingly.

‘That’s the plan.’

But, to be honest, I’m not so sure. I have become a demon on my crutches, but as I lay in the bath last night, foot up on the side, reading my Peru guidebook, reality hit me. And it was a cold, hard slap. I’m never going to be fit enough to do this. My dream now seems so unreal, so unattainable. Sacsayhuamán, Tambomachay, Pikillacta, Rumicolca . . . will I ever see any of these places with my own eyes? Or has this trip just become a pipe dream? I may well manage to raise all my money in time, but can I possibly hop the entire length of the Inca Trail?

My heart feels too heavy to think of that now. I just need to focus on raising the money and religiously doing my physiotherapy exercises.

At five o’clock, Greg picks me up from work. He helps me to the car and I mutter about my day while he pretends to listen.

Blake Chadwick comes out after us and shouts across, ‘Want a hand?’

‘No, thanks,’ Greg says back, more crisply than he needs to. ‘I can manage just fine.’

Then instead of starting up the engine straight away, we sit in the car and my husband’s eyes narrow as he watches Blake get into his flash sporty number and drive off.