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- Acknowledgements
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- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
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- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
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Greg is still in his fishing gear and I can tell where he was when he got the call. My husband must have come straight here.
‘I rang him,’ Lauren admits, plucking at her lip. ‘I was worried.’
I see Greg glance at BC, his hand on my arm, stroking softly. Then my husband looks at me. His lips form a tight, white line. Perhaps I should introduce my boss to my husband, but I can’t summon the necessary energy, to be honest. I should just like everyone to go away while I slip into the pleasant oblivion of sedation once more.
‘I should be going,’ Blake says, standing up to vacate his seat for Greg. He looks uncomfortable now that my husband is here and I don’t know why. ‘We’ve got to strip down the boat overnight.’
‘I’m sorry to put you out,’ I say.
‘Don’t be silly,’ BC chides. ‘As long as you’re all right.’ He looks like he might go to kiss me on the cheek, but thinks better of it. Then he strides off down the ward, head fixed forward, not looking at the other people in the rows of beds.
Greg takes up his place in the chair. I notice that he doesn’t kiss me.
‘Okay?’ he says.
Why does everyone say that to people who are patently ill or in pain and lying in hospital beds? ‘Of course I’m not okay,’ I want to scream. ‘Fine.’
‘I’m going to get off too,’ my sister says. ‘If that’s okay?’
‘You go ahead,’ I tell her. ‘You must be exhausted.’
Lauren gathers her things. ‘I’ll call you in the morning.’ She kisses my cheek. ‘Will you be all right?’
‘Yes, yes.’ Once everything stops hurting.
‘Try to get some sleep,’ she advises.
‘You too.’
Lauren smiles at that. ‘As if.’
‘You’ll be okay.’ I squeeze her hand.
‘So will you.’ Then she kisses Greg briefly and disappears.
Now my husband and I are left alone. And it seems as if he doesn’t know what to say. And neither do I.
‘Thanks for coming,’ I say, as if he’s a stranger.
‘I was worried,’ Greg says. I notice that he’s wringing his hands. ‘The nurse says you were drunk.’
Thanks for that, Nursie. ‘Tipsy,’ I correct. ‘Lauren and I got tipsy on Totally Tropical. It was much stronger than it appeared.’
‘And you fell off a ladder.’
‘Yes.’
‘I suppose this means that the Inca Trail is off the agenda?’ Is there a note of smugness in my husband’s voice? Maybe there’s even a glimmer of a smile at his lips. I could be imagining it, but perhaps I’m not.
‘No,’ I say calmly. ‘I could well be recovered in time.’
His face clouds over. ‘You can’t seriously still be thinking of going?’