Chapters (68)
- Cover
- PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
- PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
- See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
- See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Acknowledgements
- Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
- Keep Reading …
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
It’s Tom Wade, the last man to see her sister Jenna alive. And tomorrow they’re setting him free.
Chapter 2
Then – two years earlier
JENNA
Jenna sits back in her seat, fastens the belt around her waist and rests her arms on the armrests. She looks dispassionately at her hands, hanging loosely over the ends. Normally they’d be in her lap, fiddling with a ring or a bracelet. She mentally examines the rest of her body: her heart is beating steadily, her face isn’t flushed and her feet aren’t tapping out a frantic rhythm on the floor of the plane. It is as though someone else – Jenna Fitzgerald’s unafraid clone – is sitting in seat 10A. She searches inside herself for the fear that accompanied her on previous flights. It’s not there. She fires up her imagination and pictures the plane lurching in turbulence, exploding at 30,000 feet or hitting the ground nose first. She waits for her pulse to begin racing and her temples to dampen. Nothing happens. Her phobia of flying has vanished but not because she took a course or visited a hypnotist. She simply no longer cares.
She looks out of the window, the back of her head vibrating against the headrest as the plane accelerates. Erica, beside her, makes a soft whining sound as the plane lifts into the air. She’s twenty-five, one of the ‘babies’ of the group.
‘Are you okay?’ Jenna asks.
‘Could you … could I hold your hand? I hate flying.’
‘Of course.’
The words have barely left Jenna’s mouth when Erica grips her hand, squeezing it so tightly her knuckles knock together. Erica’s eyes are screwed shut, her lips pressed into a hard, thin line, her brow tightly knotted. She looks like one of the Cabbage Patch dolls Fran kept on a shelf in her room. She wouldn’t let Jenna play with it even though she must have been fifteen, while Jenna was only three.
Jenna pushes the memory away and places her free hand over Erica’s. ‘Breathe. Remember what Tom taught us. You are in control of your anxiety. Not the other way round.’
Instinctively, she glances in Tom’s direction. He’s on the other side of the plane and several rows ahead so she can’t actually see him, but she knows he’s there. He flashed a smile at her as she made her way onto the plane. As their eyes met, she felt something inside her twist. It was still there, the attraction she’d felt on the first day they met, the attraction she was certain was mutual.
‘I … can’t.’ Erica forces out the words on short puffs of breath.
‘Let go of your fear,’ Jenna says. ‘You’re living a story you have created. It’s not reality. Tell it no and push it out of your mind.’
Erica shakes her head minutely then squeals as the plane dips to the left.