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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
  3. PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
  4. See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
  5. See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Chapter 49
  56. Chapter 50
  57. Chapter 51
  58. Chapter 52
  59. Chapter 53
  60. Chapter 54
  61. Chapter 55
  62. Chapter 56
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
  65. Keep Reading …
  66. About the Author
  67. By the same author:
  68. About the Publisher

It’s Tom Wade, the last man to see her sister Jenna alive. And tomorrow they’re setting him free.

Chapter 2

Then – two years earlier

JENNA

Jenna sits back in her seat, fastens the belt around her waist and rests her arms on the armrests. She looks dispassionately at her hands, hanging loosely over the ends. Normally they’d be in her lap, fiddling with a ring or a bracelet. She mentally examines the rest of her body: her heart is beating steadily, her face isn’t flushed and her feet aren’t tapping out a frantic rhythm on the floor of the plane. It is as though someone else – Jenna Fitzgerald’s unafraid clone – is sitting in seat 10A. She searches inside herself for the fear that accompanied her on previous flights. It’s not there. She fires up her imagination and pictures the plane lurching in turbulence, exploding at 30,000 feet or hitting the ground nose first. She waits for her pulse to begin racing and her temples to dampen. Nothing happens. Her phobia of flying has vanished but not because she took a course or visited a hypnotist. She simply no longer cares.

She looks out of the window, the back of her head vibrating against the headrest as the plane accelerates. Erica, beside her, makes a soft whining sound as the plane lifts into the air. She’s twenty-five, one of the ‘babies’ of the group.

‘Are you okay?’ Jenna asks.

‘Could you … could I hold your hand? I hate flying.’

‘Of course.’

The words have barely left Jenna’s mouth when Erica grips her hand, squeezing it so tightly her knuckles knock together. Erica’s eyes are screwed shut, her lips pressed into a hard, thin line, her brow tightly knotted. She looks like one of the Cabbage Patch dolls Fran kept on a shelf in her room. She wouldn’t let Jenna play with it even though she must have been fifteen, while Jenna was only three.

Jenna pushes the memory away and places her free hand over Erica’s. ‘Breathe. Remember what Tom taught us. You are in control of your anxiety. Not the other way round.’

Instinctively, she glances in Tom’s direction. He’s on the other side of the plane and several rows ahead so she can’t actually see him, but she knows he’s there. He flashed a smile at her as she made her way onto the plane. As their eyes met, she felt something inside her twist. It was still there, the attraction she’d felt on the first day they met, the attraction she was certain was mutual.

‘I … can’t.’ Erica forces out the words on short puffs of breath.

‘Let go of your fear,’ Jenna says. ‘You’re living a story you have created. It’s not reality. Tell it no and push it out of your mind.’

Erica shakes her head minutely then squeals as the plane dips to the left.