Chapters (68)
- Cover
- PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
- PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
- See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
- See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Acknowledgements
- Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
- Keep Reading …
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
‘No? What are you going to do then, Tom? Stay locked up in this flat, hiding from the world while I go out and earn the minimum wage for doing menial office tasks?’
‘Kate—’
‘You’re going to abandon all those people who need you? Who look up to you? Because of an accident? Because of a terrible, tragic accident you’re going to tell them to fuck off and deal with their shit alone because you’re too busy licking your wounds to—’
‘Stop it!’
A globule of his spittle lands on her cheek but she’s so angry, so frustrated, so fucking incensed that she doesn’t even pause to wipe it off. ‘You saved people, Tom. You saved them from misery and guilt and suicide and pain and you’re just going to walk away and let people suffer because you’d rather lick your wounds than—’
One second Kate is sitting on the bed, the next she’s flat on her back, Tom’s hands on her shoulders and his legs either side of her hips. As she gasps he presses his lips to hers and puts his tongue in her mouth, kissing her roughly, desperately, angrily. For a second, two, she is too shocked to respond. Then she kisses him back, moves her hands to the waistband of his jeans, slides her palms over his warm skin and pulls him closer. She looks up at her husband as he pushes himself inside her – to read his mood, to see if there’s anger or passion in his eyes – but he’s not looking at her. He’s staring somewhere just above her head, his gaze unfocused, lost in a memory. She’s seen that haunted expression before.
He’s thinking about Jenna.
Chapter 7
Now – nine months later, February
FRAN
Fran sits on the closed lid of the toilet seat and takes her phone from her bag. There’s a new text from her mum. All it says is Well? She scrolls back through the unanswered messages:
Do this for your sister.
You owe me, Fran. You owe Jenna too.
It’s not like you’ve got anything else to do.
You can’t let me die not knowing what happened to her.
She shakes her head as she rereads that one. Her mother might be seventy-three but, other than a broken hip, she’s in robust health and, given the longevity of the Rotheram side of the family, she’s unlikely to pop her clogs for at least another twenty years. Her mother’s texts are emotional blackmail, pure and simple. Fran clicks on the link at the top of the tirade and shakes her head as Tom Wade’s smiling face fills the top half of the screen.