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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
  3. PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
  4. See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
  5. See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Chapter 49
  56. Chapter 50
  57. Chapter 51
  58. Chapter 52
  59. Chapter 53
  60. Chapter 54
  61. Chapter 55
  62. Chapter 56
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
  65. Keep Reading …
  66. About the Author
  67. By the same author:
  68. About the Publisher

Fran searches for the group name, clicks to add herself and then sighs as a message appears on the screen saying something about moderator approval. She reaches for her phone to text Jenna, asking to be let in, then looks back at her screen. Facebook is telling her there are people she may know. Would she like to add them as friends?

Curious, she scrolls through the faces, raising her eyebrows at some of the suggestions. She’s not entirely sure how the algorithms have chosen her friends given she used her ‘throwaway’ email account to sign up (the one she uses to order shopping online), but a couple of the suggestions aren’t entirely wide of the mark. There are a couple of fellow teachers from school, her violin tutor and a woman who looks not dissimilar to her local florist. Did she give them her throwaway email for some reason? Facebook must have mined their contacts. Sneaky little thing.

She puts a hand to her laptop lid to close it then changes her mind. Would it hurt to enter someone’s name into the search bar at the top of the screen? Just to see a face from the past? It’s not that she’s lonely, per se, but if there’s one thing recent events have taught her it’s that life’s too short to live with regret.

Gunnar Saevarsson.

She types the name quickly and clicks on the magnifying glass before she can change her mind. Four Gunnar Saevarssons fill the screen but she spots her Gunnar right away. He’s grey, like her, balding a little at the temples and there’s a ruggedness to his once smooth skin. His smile’s not changed though, nor has the light in his eyes. Fran presses a hand to her chest, surprised by the flutter of emotion below her ribcage. Gunnar’s probably married, happily so. He’s probably forgotten who she even is. She clicks on his profile and scans his page.

Gunnar Saevarsson.

Works at: Professor of Epidemiology at London School of Hygiene and Tropical Medicine

Studies: Mathematics at University of Cambridge

Lives: London

Relationship Status: Divorced

She reads the last two lines again and the fluttering in her chest grows.

‘Stop it,’ she tells herself. ‘You’re being ridiculous. You’re fifty-one years old.’ But she moves the mouse over the message icon, clicks and types into the little box that pops up. Hello, old friend. How are you?

She clicks send before she can change her mind then almost jumps out of her skin as her laptop speakers ping with a notification. He can’t have replied already, surely? She’s barely drawn breath. No, of course not. It’s a notification from her throwaway email account telling her she’s received a new message from the genealogy site.