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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
  3. PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
  4. See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
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  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Chapter 49
  56. Chapter 50
  57. Chapter 51
  58. Chapter 52
  59. Chapter 53
  60. Chapter 54
  61. Chapter 55
  62. Chapter 56
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
  65. Keep Reading …
  66. About the Author
  67. By the same author:
  68. About the Publisher

‘Don’t tell me you’re surprised?’ Renata continues. ‘Who do you think kicked you both when you fell out of the raft? I heard you two, plotting to bring down SoulShrink, huddled together in the garden like a couple of old women. I waited for this retreat for nearly three years. Three years!

‘I thought I’d never be happy again when Tom was sent to prison. I missed SoulShrink, Tom and Kate, and the way they made me feel. I went travelling, I did some voluntary work. I did everything I could to put myself back together but I was still so lost. I emailed Kate because I knew she was hurting too. She’d tried so hard to save Tom from himself, even harder than me. I was sitting next to her in the sweat lodge when she told Jenna to leave him alone.’

At this, Tom stops thrashing and lies still.

‘Yes.’ Renata turns her attention back to him. ‘That’s why Jenna left, because Kate was onto her. She wasn’t going to let her run away with you.’

‘Ngh.’ Tom shakes his head. ‘Nggh nggh.’

‘You can protest all you like, Tom. Jenna’s feelings for you weren’t real. It was all a game to her.’ Her expression hardens. ‘Do you have any idea how hard it was to get the others to stay in the lodge after you left? I had to do your job for you.’ She jabs at her chest. ‘It was down to me to complete the ceremony. I tried to do the right thing, but then people started screaming, saying Tim and Bessie had stopped breathing, and then they all rushed out. Kate was crying and you’d gone and then I saw her … Jenna … standing on the edge of the cliff, like nothing happened, like it was nothing to do with her. I was so angry. I was so angry.’ She rocks back and forth as her gaze darts, unfocused, around the room.

She’s reliving it, Fran realises. Renata’s standing near the stone circle and she’s looking out towards the sea, seeing Jenna silhouetted against the dying light. Fran stood in the same place, trying to imagine what caused her sister to leave the sweat lodge and head, not for the hotel, but to the windswept cliffs.

She glances at Tom. He’s stopped grunting and he’s staring at Renata with huge, haunted eyes. The only sound in the room is the steady beat of the mantlepiece clock; tick, tick, ticking, like a timer counting down a bomb.

‘She hadn’t learned her lesson.’ Renata’s whispery voice makes Fran shiver. She can’t bear to look at her anymore, with her taut pale face and her strange distant eyes. ‘She was going to go running back to Tom and I had to stop her. I had to use the rock. I hit her on the back of the head to protect Kate.’