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Chapters (68)
  1. Cover
  2. PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
  3. PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
  4. See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
  5. See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
  6. Dedication
  7. Chapter 1
  8. Chapter 2
  9. Chapter 3
  10. Chapter 4
  11. Chapter 5
  12. Chapter 6
  13. Chapter 7
  14. Chapter 8
  15. Chapter 9
  16. Chapter 10
  17. Chapter 11
  18. Chapter 12
  19. Chapter 13
  20. Chapter 14
  21. Chapter 15
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Chapter 25
  32. Chapter 26
  33. Chapter 27
  34. Chapter 28
  35. Chapter 29
  36. Chapter 30
  37. Chapter 31
  38. Chapter 32
  39. Chapter 33
  40. Chapter 34
  41. Chapter 35
  42. Chapter 36
  43. Chapter 37
  44. Chapter 38
  45. Chapter 39
  46. Chapter 40
  47. Chapter 41
  48. Chapter 42
  49. Chapter 43
  50. Chapter 44
  51. Chapter 45
  52. Chapter 46
  53. Chapter 47
  54. Chapter 48
  55. Chapter 49
  56. Chapter 50
  57. Chapter 51
  58. Chapter 52
  59. Chapter 53
  60. Chapter 54
  61. Chapter 55
  62. Chapter 56
  63. Acknowledgements
  64. Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
  65. Keep Reading …
  66. About the Author
  67. By the same author:
  68. About the Publisher

He got to his feet, water clinging to his legs. ‘I guess I’ll see you then.’

‘I guess you will.’

Tom wasn’t sitting in his armchair when she walked into his chalet. Nor was he strolling out from a back room with two mugs of tea. He was perched on the edge of the bed in jeans and a grey T-shirt, cleanly shaven, hair wet from the shower, his bare feet on the floor. He stood as Jenna entered the room, gave her the briefest of smiles then, without saying a word, pulled the wooden shutters closed and locked the glass doors. When he did, finally, walk towards her, Jenna’s heart was beating so powerfully she could feel it in her throat. He was as nervous as she was. She could see it in the rapid rise and fall of his chest, the dark swell of his pupils and the thumb of his right hand, rubbing circles into the denim of his jeans.

‘Kiss me,’ she said.

Now, as they lie together under the blankets, warm and naked, their limbs entwined, Tom strokes Jenna’s hair as she rests her head on his chest, her eyes closed.

‘I’m going to give up SoulShrink,’ Tom says quietly. ‘I’m going to walk away.’

‘What?’ Jenna shifts up onto her elbow so she can see his face. ‘I thought you said—’

‘I’ve been thinking about it for a long time and I’ve realised that I can’t keep living like this. This will be the last retreat I ever do and then’ – he shakes his head – ‘then I reclaim myself. I just want to be Tom again. I never wanted to be famous, respected or rich. I didn’t want a monetised YouTube channel or a huge Twitter following or a book deal or a tour or any of the other stuff that Kate’s been pushing for. Those are her dreams, not mine. But I tried, I really tried, because I felt like I owed her. And I wanted to make her happy. But I’m not happy. I’ve not been happy for a very long time.’

‘I think that’s the right decision,’ Jenna says as she pulls the blanket up over her shoulder. ‘I could see you were troubled, the other day on the cliffs. I didn’t know why though. But it makes sense now. You’ve got to put your own happiness first.’

‘Yeah.’ He smiles but the wistfulness doesn’t leave his eyes.

‘What?’ she asks. ‘What is it?’

‘If I gave all this up … started a new life … Would you … could you, imagine being part of it?’