Chapters (68)
- Cover
- PRAISE FOR Her Last Holiday
- PRAISE FOR C.L. TAYLOR
- See what readers are saying about Her Last Holiday …
- See what bloggers are saying about C.L. TAYLOR …
- Dedication
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Acknowledgements
- Her Last Holiday Book Club Questions
- Keep Reading …
- About the Author
- By the same author:
- About the Publisher
‘I do it all the time,’ Jenna continues. ‘When someone walks into my clinic I assess their posture, their gait and their balance. All before they even open their mouths. Ninety-nine percent of the time I know which part of their body they want me to focus on, even before they tell me.’
‘People are much better at masking their real selves than they are their physical ailments.’
They both fall silent. As it stretches into awkwardness Jenna wonders if she should say something, but Tom speaks before she does.
‘I owe you an explanation.’
‘Do you?’ She looks at him quizzically.
‘Kate,’ he says. ‘I know you were shocked that she hit me.’
‘It’s none of my business what goes on between the two of you.’
‘Can I …’ He gestures at the space between them. ‘I don’t want to be overheard.’
‘Sure.’
She keeps a hand pressed to the side of the pool as he moves closer, to steady herself, not because she’s scared.
‘It’s complicated.’ Tom’s eyes search hers. He’s inches away from her now and the air between them feels loaded, weighted with emotion. ‘The situation with me and Kate. It’s not a healthy … working relationship.’
‘Can’t you just sack her?’
‘Like I said, it’s complicated.’
‘Really? If one of your clients told you they were working somewhere where they were bullied, controlled and hit’ – Tom blanches at the word ‘hit’ – ‘would you advise them to stay?’
‘No, I wouldn’t. But Kate’s more than just an assistant. She helped build SoulShrink. It’s her baby. It was her idea. She’s grown it, made it what it is. I’m just a figurehead, really. I can’t sack Kate because … fuck.’ He looks away, towards the chalets on the other side of the pool.
‘What is it?’ Jenna asks.
‘I can’t … I shouldn’t …’ He rubs his hands over his damp face and growls in frustration. ‘I shouldn’t be telling you any of this. You’re a client and it’s not professional. We shouldn’t even be in the pool together but …’ He slides his hands down his face and looks at her.
Jenna’s stomach hollows. There it is again, the expression in his eyes – the same one she saw when they met, when they talked on the plane, when they swam in the sea. It’s not compassion or kindness or caring. It’s not professional. It’s longing. And despair.
‘I know,’ she says softly. ‘I know.’
‘Yes, you do.’
His eyes are so full of desperation and pain she feels as though she’s absorbing it, pulling it inside of her and wrapping it tightly around her heart. She feels suffocated, excited, scared. It’s as though they’re suspended in time. It’s just her, and Tom, and the black inky sky and the warm pools of light and the shimmering water.