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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Noah: Jesus Claire, what’s wrong with you? Unless you’ve lost your phone ANSWER ME.

Noah: Lost your charger? Then just go buy one, don’t make people wait for DAYS.

Noah: You’re still not answering.

Noah: Wow, Claire. Wow.

My lips pinched, I copy and paste most of my answer to my grandmother, sticking to the facts, without a promise to call.

I know I’m handling this badly, but there’s no fixing it at this time of the night on a Monday.

Lisa offered me coffee at four the next day, and I quickly accept. Next, there’s a text from Lily, just a line full of question marks.

Rather than try to text her, I call. Somehow, I don’t think she’s the kind of girl who goes to bed at ten thirty.

“Oh my god, Claire, tell me you’re staying in the Vesper House!” she practically screams, picking up on third ring.

I chuckle. “I’m staying in the Vesper House.”

“Girl, Tell me everything.”

I hesitate, because wasn’t I just punished, in a legendary, memorable fashion for saying too much?

I’m wondering what I can and can’t say, when my door slides open.

Keller walks in, like this morning, dressed in nothing but a towel. Before I can say a word, he brings his finger to his lips, gesturing me to shush, and winks.

I assume he means, don’t tell her he’s here. My eyes following his approach, I clear my throat.

“Well, I went to the Vesper House to ask Keller if he could help with my situation.”

The man in question has just reached the foot of my bed. My throat dries up on the spot as he climbs on, keeping his eyes on me. His mouth drops to my feet, lips barely touching my ankle. It’s featherlight, teasing, but I feel it rippling everywhere, to the tips of my nipples, and the nub of nerves burning between my legs.

Oh, god.

“Huuh, Keller said…” Keller’s mouth slides up my leg, to my shin. I clear my throat. “He said he couldn’t—” The back of my knee.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

“That he couldn’t let me stay in the dorm. The board said no. Student privacy and all that.”

He slides my leg over his shoulder, mouth on my thigh.

“Assholes. I mean, I know they’re super strict over what can and cannot be shared about the school, but that’s a bit much. I heard what you said to the cops. It wasn’t that bad. And you didn’t go back.”

I would probably be far more invested in the conversation if Keller hadn’t reached the hem of my shorts, casually pushing them aside to bring his mouth to my folds.

“Yeah. Hm, yeah.”

“So, he’s letting you stay in the Vesper House instead,” she guesses.