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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I can’t quite determine how I feel today. One moment, I’m floating on a cloud, the next, I am flushing whenever anyone seems to look at me for longer than a second. Did they see me last night? Were they hidden under a mask? And I groan, or stamp my foot, when lurid images assault my mind. Telling myself to pull myself together every fifteen minutes achieves very little.

On the whole, everything is fine. More than fine. I’m enrolled again. It’s as if Sunday didn’t happen. That’s what I have to tell myself. It never happened. If only my brain would get the memo. Is there a way to remove some memories from someone’s brain? Asking for a friend.

“Hey!” Lily calls from her table at the cafe on the ground floor of the library, beaming as she waves.

She’s at a table with six seats, two of them occupied by two strangers. The guy has bad acne, large glasses, and a frame similar to mine, thin and rather small for a boy. I would have guessed he was sixteen, at a push. The girl is a brunette with the most startling pale jade eyes I’ve ever seen. Dressed entirely in black, her hair is cut in a bob that reminds me of a fashion model, but she slouches, looking down, like the last thing she wants is to get noticed.

Good luck with that. That girl is not shaped to be a wallflower.

“Hey, Claire! This is Liv and Jack.”

I wave back. “Hi.”

“So, did everything get sorted?” she asks eagerly, and I nod.

“I’m officially re-enrolled.” I can’t help my grin. “I just got my schedule. I managed to squeeze in a drawing class, too, for fun.”

“Oh, what happened?” Liv asked.

I’m relieved Lily finds the right words before I can come up with anything. “An admin snafu. She thought her enrollment got cancelled last minute.”

“Oh my god!” Liv gapes at me, those beautiful eyes terrified. “I can’t imagine the stress. Even thinking about it is triggering my anxiety.”

“Olivia,” Jack says, rolling his eyes, “a broken mirror triggers your anxiety.”

“Well, they’re unlucky,” she states defiantly.

“And water is wet. Not to mention the sky’s blue,” Lily teases.

Liv doesn’t seem to mind. “I’m a bit of a scaredy-cat,” she tells me with an indifferent shrug.

“A bit?” Jack echoes.

I’m not judging. After yesterday, it wouldn’t take much to turn me into one either.

“What’s good here?” I ask, dropping my satchel on one of the empty seats, before rifling through it to get my wallet.

“Everything. It’s also ridiculously cheap,” Liv tells me.

“Seriously?”

I didn’t think cheap was a word I’d hear in Thorn Falls.

“The cafe’s actually a nonprofit,” Lily tells us. “The proceeds go toward some of the scholarships they offer here.”