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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I know she’ll be happy. Delighted. Ecstatic, even. For a time. And then she’ll realize what the board has done.

I lean on the wall, watching her wrap one towel around her chest, then proceed to dry her hair. I can’t stop watching, fascinated.

“May I have my phone now?” she asks, ever so polite, even annoyed.

I hand it to her, and watch her immediately unlock it and start to scroll. She attempts to conceal the fact that she’s avoiding my gaze purposefully.

Her pretty mouth lets out a frustrated groan. “My internet is so slow!”

“Night25, capital N,” I tell her.

As soon as those ocean-blue eyes meet mine, she flushes again.

“The Wi-Fi password.”

“Oh. Thank you.”

She continues to navigate the screen for a few minutes; and then her eyes finally widen, her mouth stretching in a smile that lights up her entire face, making her look just as sweet and adorable and beautiful as she looked the first time I saw her in that stationery store, chatting with my niece and rubbing her back so protectively.

“What would you like to eat?”

“Hm? Oh, I…” I think she’s about to tell me she’s not hungry, but at the mention of food, her stomach roars, betraying the lie before it crosses her lips. “Sorry, I haven’t eaten since yesterday morning.”

“That won’t do. What would you like?”

She shakes her head. “I don’t have time. I’m supposed to go get my schedule this morning, in…” She checks the screen. “An hour. Shit, I’d better rush—it’ll take a good forty minutes to walk to the admin building.”

I watch her, waiting for her to ask for help. Give me a ride. Bring me to school. Feed me. Take care of me.

She doesn’t. It doesn’t matter. She’ll need to by the end of the day. And then, she’ll learn…in time.

“Thanks for the offer. And the bath. And the clothes,” she adds, moving back into my room.

“So they re-enrolled you, huh?”

She beams. “Yes! And god knows I’ve learned my lesson. I’m going to stay the hell away from, well, everyone.”

Oh, sweet summer child.

Does she truly believe that’s an option?

I follow, watching her get to the pile of clothing. Given the fact that my extensive folder on her includes all of her emails, bank records and text, I’m confident they’re the right size.