Back Feel Free to Scream
Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The accusation is a blow straight to the chest, but it’s still right. More right than he knows, in all likelihood. My mother might have chosen to give birth to me, despite her pregnancy happening when she was sixteen, but she played no part, and has never had an interest in raising me. My father has never been in the picture. But even if they’d both “done the right thing”—as was seen at the time, though how can it be right for two kids to try to raise a baby neither of them wants, I’ll never understand—they would still very much be nobodies. In this town. In the world.

“And when no one’s daughter chooses to become problematic, we don’t tend to have much patience for it,” the man concludes.

I bite my lower lip, desperately preventing myself from telling him all the reasons why he should find time, have the patience.

“That said, people who are of consequence to the board have intervened, so here we both are. On a Sunday evening.”

He makes it plain he would rather be anywhere else, and he resents me for dragging him into his office.

I lower my eyes.

“Do you understand what you’ve done?”

I swallow. “I talked to the cop. I was…tipsy.” Thank god for Lily coaching me on that specific question. “I’ve never drunk much alcohol, so it went straight to my head. Even then, it was obvious to me they were trying to incriminate people—get me to say someone gave me something. I lied. I said I took the drinks myself. I told the officer I stole it. But Lily and Keller have made it clear I shouldn’t have said anything. I am sorry. So sorry. Please, sir. I'll do anything,” I assure him, meaning each word.

"Would you indeed?” The man marks a pause, those eyes fixed on mine. “Well, the board has made its decision to protect the privacy of the student body based on your actions.”

My stomach drops.

“But everyone makes mistakes. If you can prove to the student council that this was indeed a mistake, the board can reconsider. Note that several students on the council were directly affected by your actions, and it will take some convincing to rectify this. I will inform them that you'll discuss it at length with them tonight at ten, in the Vesper Tower. The council will email back their assessment and you will have our final decision Monday.”

That’s it? All I have to do is plead my case to some students, and I’ll know tomorrow?