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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

While the view from the outside is completely blocked by those trees, hedges, and higher, stronger gates, from the private drive, I can see a little. Things like the shape of the buildings; each one seems to have made a point of picking a different style of architecture, colors, vibes, to differentiate themselves from the others.

I’m glancing across the road when something I see that makes me frown. I’m not sure why at first. A girl’s jumping into what seems to be a full-size Olympic pool outdoors. It’s lit up, both in and out, in front of a gorgeous three-story white Regency manor house—one of the most imposing on the drive. They are bigger towards the entrance of the drive.

At first, I can’t tell what’s wrong. It’s just a girl jumping in the pool. Maybe it’s all the drinks I’ve consumed, but it takes me a while to decide why it seems odd.

She’s completely dressed. Why would she jump in with all her clothes? Even her shoes, I think. It’s hard to tell in the distance.

In the time it takes me to ask myself that question, another odd fact hits me.

She’s not surfacing.

Oh my god, she’s not surfacing. I can see the entire pool, and as I scan it more and more frantically as seconds pass, I realize that she’s not coming up.

“Hey, Lily? How long can someone hold their breath underwater?”

“What?” My roommate looks at me like I lost my mind.

“A few seconds, right? Thirty or so.”

“I mean, that depends on the person. A minute max, for a normal person. But people who train for it can hold it much longer. Why do you ask?”

It’s been a lot longer than a minute since I watched her go down. “A girl jumped in that pool,” I say urgently, pointing to the house. “A while ago. She was all dressed. I didn’t see her come up. Oh my god, what if⁠—”

Lily’s already dashing across the road. Though she made it clear she doesn’t usually party this side of the drive, she doesn’t hesitate at the gate, punching in a code. Moments later, we’re inside.

Immediately, I spot her, all the way at the bottom of the pool.

“Oh my god,” I gasp, thunderstruck and horrified.

She’s not moving. Fuck. I should have told Lily sooner. Why was I so slow? I am never drinking again.

Lily’s already tossed aside her jacket and bag, and dives in without hesitating, swimming underwater at the sort of speed I don’t usually see from anyone outside of watching the Olympics. In no time, she’s dragging the girl to the closest side. I run, making it at the same time they do.