Back Feel Free to Scream
Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

Cross’s smirk morphs into a full-on smile. “Oh, I got it. No need to hold up a sign screaming I’m spoken for. No one’s going to encroach on Keller’s territory. I just wanted to see my favorite little cosplayer squirm.”

I can’t decide what, amongst everything he just said, shocks me the most. “I’m not—” I was going to say I’m not spoken for, but that’s not right; I am. Just not by Keller. The fact that he assumed so makes me squirm much more than Lily. “We’re not…” I try again.

Lily saves me. “Come on, Claire. He’s not worth the bother, trust me.”

As we walk away, in the direction Keller took to get us those sweet drinks he promised, I whisper, “What was that all about?”

Lily rolls his eyes. “He’s a player on the college hockey team. Which is terrible, by the way. What are they thinking, playing hockey in California? They don’t even have snow half the time. Anyway, it’s like him and the rest of his hockey friends haven’t left high school. They just love picking on my friends and me for being…” She shrugs. “Us. I don’t mind too much, but they’re just horrible to Liv. You’ll meet her eventually; she’s painfully shy.”

“Ugh, I know the type.” I glance back at the guy who’s watching us walk away. “I didn’t get a bully vibe from him, though.”

“I suppose he’s not the worst of them,” she admits reluctantly. “But he doesn’t stop anyone, and he could.”

I’m silent for a while. I never really thought to blame someone for their inaction, as such. This makes me scrunch up my nose. Back home, some of Noah’s friends were pretty terrible to anyone they didn’t consider consequential. It was awful to watch, and I was pretty certain the only reason I was left alone was because I was with Noah. But Noah has never actually said anything to stop any of them. When I think about it, it’s pretty messed up. At the time, I was just glad the bile wasn’t thrown at me, so I just kept my head down and didn’t think much about it.

We enter a second lounge, with bookshelves filled with both academic texts and fiction; anything from graphic novels to classics, and fantasy titles. I would have expected gaming consoles and DVDs from a college house, but instead, this study-slash-lounge-slash-bar has a reading nook. The seat’s taken, but I can imagine myself claiming one of those deep armchairs and tuning out the world, a good book in hand.

“They don’t even have a TV,” I muse.