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  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

“Is this…a cloak?” It looks familiar. Black and green, with golden panels. “Loki’s,” I say.

“Yep. Part of my genderbend Loki cosplay. Though arguably, I shouldn’t say genderbend, as Loki is canonically fluid in myths, and even Marvel got that right-ish. So, just Loki,” she concludes.

Bubbly, chatty, lovely.

“Sylvie,” I reply, remembering the name of the variant in the terrible miniseries I suffered through last year. “That’s the name of the series’ other Loki, right?

“Yeah, but she’s lame, and I’m pretending that show doesn’t exist, so just Loki,” she repeats.

I grin, handing it back to her. “It’s very well made.”

“Thanks. I sewed it myself. I’m that kind of geek.”

“Ah. Well, I haven’t crossed over to the world of cosplay yet,” I admit. “So, I guess I lose some geek points. I’ve drawn some fanart though.”

“You have?”

It’s only fair that I show her some of my doodles after she let me see her cloak. I’m not very good, but I enjoy the creative outlet. Besides, it’s a cheap hobby now that I crossed over to digital drawing. It used to be fairly expensive, back when I used pencils and paint.

“Shut up. These are so good! Are you getting an art bachelor?” she asks, wide-eyed.

I wrinkle my nose. “Nah, accounting for me. Don’t get me wrong, I love drawing. But art doesn’t immediately lead to a lucrative career.”

“I get it. I mean, I’d love to study fine art. You know, do something with my passion.” She gestures to the box she’s unpacking. “But I’m in marketing.”

I smile, glad I ended up with someone I can relate to.

“My boyfriend decided to study art. Everyone told us both it was too risky. I wish I were that courageous.”

“Nah.” She shakes her head. “I’d rather be able to afford a comfortable life, independently. Honestly, most people who have that sort of courage tend to come from stable, privileged backgrounds; enough to have a safety net to fall back on if their dream don’t pan out. I don’t. And this college is just too expensive to waste it on a dream.”

I take a minute to think about Noah, and his dad’s house, and the job he’s guaranteed to be able to fall back on at his uncle’s construction company. I mean, he isn’t exactly rich-rich, but he does have fairly good prospects, even if his sculpture ends up not taking off. By contrast, what I have is a grandma with no saving and a bum knee.