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Chapters (82)
  1. AUTHOR’S NOTE
  2. 1. Claire
  3. CLAIRE
  4. 2. Keller
  5. KELLER
  6. 3. Claire
  7. CLAIRE
  8. 4. Claire
  9. CLAIRE
  10. 5. Claire
  11. CLAIRE
  12. 6. Keller
  13. KELLER
  14. 7. Claire
  15. CLAIRE
  16. 8. Claire
  17. CLAIRE
  18. 9. Keller
  19. KELLER
  20. 10. Claire
  21. CLAIRE
  22. 11. Claire
  23. CLAIRE
  24. 12. Claire
  25. CLAIRE
  26. 13. Claire
  27. CLAIRE
  28. 14. Claire
  29. CLAIRE
  30. 15. Claire
  31. CLAIRE
  32. 16. Claire
  33. CLAIRE
  34. 17. Claire
  35. CLAIRE
  36. 18. Claire
  37. CLAIRE
  38. 19. Keller
  39. KELLER
  40. 20. Claire
  41. CLAIRE
  42. 21. Claire
  43. CLAIRE
  44. 22. Claire
  45. CLAIRE
  46. 23. Keller
  47. KELLER
  48. 24. Claire
  49. CLAIRE
  50. 25. Claire
  51. CLAIRE
  52. 26. Claire
  53. CLAIRE
  54. 27. Claire
  55. CLAIRE
  56. 28. Claire
  57. CLAIRE
  58. 29. Claire
  59. CLAIRE
  60. 30. Claire
  61. CLAIRE
  62. 31. Claire
  63. CLAIRE
  64. 32. Keller
  65. KELLER
  66. 33. Claire
  67. CLAIRE
  68. 34. Claire
  69. CLAIRE
  70. 35. Claire
  71. CLAIRE
  72. 36. Keller
  73. KELLER
  74. 37. Claire
  75. CLAIRE
  76. 38. Claire
  77. CLAIRE
  78. 39. Keller
  79. KELLER
  80. EPILOGUE
  81. KELLER
  82. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

The ones closest to the bottom of the hill are almost human-size, but as I walk up and up, they only get more grandiose.

The house I’m heading to is gated and guarded. I buzz in, feeling about the size of an ant as I say, “Claire Fairmont to see Lisa?”

The pedestrian door unlocks.

It’s another fifteen minutes’ walk to the front door.

“Claire!” a beaming Octavia greets me, standing before her mother. “Didn’t I tell you she was as pretty as a princess, Mama! Look!”

Lisa’s a beautiful twenty-something in a suit and a severe bun. She grins. “That she is. Lovely meeting you, Claire.” She glances over my shoulder. “Don’t tell me you walked here?”

I blush. “Oh, no, I took the bus. I don’t have a car.”

Lisa grimaces, and my heart sink. Is she going to say I can’t have the job because I don’t have a vehicle? I didn’t even think of that. Would she require me to pick up Octavia?

“Don’t tell Keller I made you walk up the hill, he’ll kill me. Come in, love. You must need a nice, refreshing drink after that trek.”

“It wasn’t that bad,” I say.

I was too lost in my mind to think about the walk uphill, focusing on this potential job, and the possibility of career paths I didn’t consider.

Accounting made sense. I discussed it at the end of school with my grandmother, and she gave me all the reasons why it was a sound choice. A secure career, useful, and if Noah started in the construction business, I’d have a guaranteed income, too…

Today, those arguments feel lacking. I like to draw. I’m not awful at it. There are career paths that allow a degree of creativity while still being fairly certain, like marketing.

I walk into a sunny, warm entryway that illustrates why they think that the Vesper House is appropriate for college students. Simply put, this is a manor, not a house. There’s a curving grand staircase for Christ’s sake.

We make our way to the kitchen, and my eyes bulge in my face.

“Dada!” Octavia calls, at the life-size supermodel I’ve only ever seen in pictures before.

So this is Arlo, Keller’s dad. Of course he is. He basically looks like a clone of Keller, only age has made him somehow more relaxed, refined. Or maybe it’s because his eyes aren’t quite as calculating as his son’s, when he bends to pick up the kid.

I have to think about the family dynamic for a while. So, Octavia calls Arlo Dada, but she’s Lisa’s daughter—Keller’s half-sister. Are Arlo and Lisa together? Their interaction give me no indication.

“I’m about to give this poor girl a drink. She walked uphill. Want some iced tea?”