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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘I know I am.’ I laughed. Troy joined in. And for a moment, just for a moment, the sun came out.

‘Do you … er … do you need me to unzip you or something?’ My burning face had raised the temperature in the basement by a few degrees.

‘No thanks. I can manage,’ said Troy dryly.

‘Thank God for that.’ Leaving Troy leaning over the bucket, with one hand on the wall, I headed over to the far corner.

‘Call me when you’ve finished and I’ll help you back to the crate,’ I called out.

‘Will do.’

‘And hit the bucket, not the floor around it,’ I told him. ‘The last thing either one of us needs right now is to slip on one of your deposits and crack our heads open on the ground.’

‘You really are a glass half full kinda girl, aren’t you?’

‘Are you sure I can’t watch you?’ I asked, my back to Troy. ‘It’ll help you to focus if you know you’ve got an audience.’

‘Libby, please take this in the spirit in which it’s intended – bugger off.’

‘Charming!’ I chuckled, but the trouble was, now that I’d joked about watching him, the idea kind of took root in my head. I started to turn my head when I heard the sound of pee hitting the bucket.

Libby, you sad specimen. Don’t you dare.

I turned back to the wall like a naughty child, cheeks flaming. Honestly! When he’d finished and had zipped up, Troy called me over.

‘D’you think you could manage to sit on the floor with my help?’ I asked as we headed back to the crate.

‘Why?’

‘So we can both get some sleep with no fear of falling off anything,’ I said.

Troy nodded. We made our way to the wall closest to the stairs. Troy leaned against it before slowly sliding down, trying to control his descent. I did my best to help, but he waved me away. About twenty centimetres from the ground, his good leg, which had been taking all his weight, gave out and he dropped fast, his bum hitting the ground with a thud. Instantly Troy bit his lip to stop himself from crying out. Eyes closed, his head back, he took several deep breaths before he could even open his eyes again.

‘Are you OK? I’m sorry—’

Troy glared at me.

‘Oh, I’m sorry. Shit!’

‘You just can’t help yourself, can you?’ said Troy, his voice, like his smile, weak.

I sat down beside him, wrapping my arms round his waist and resting my head on his shoulder.

‘Libby?’

‘Just for warmth. That OK?’

‘Yeah.’

‘Night, Troy.’

‘It feels like we should be doing more than just trying to sleep.’

‘We’ll both feel better after a nap and, besides, it’ll stop us thinking about being hungry and thirsty.’