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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Because we care about you,’ I pointed out, trying to keep my voice even. But inside? Inside I was shrieking with delight. Wasn’t life funny? If anyone had told me six months ago that Troy and I would’ve become this close, that we’d actually have a brother-sister relationship, I would have gagged. Now I didn’t want to imagine my life any other way. There existed a few seconds every morning when I woke up drowning in dread that all this was just a sweet dream and my mum was waiting for me outside my old bedroom door. Those few seconds were always excruciating. But that’s all they were – a few seconds. There’d come a time when they didn’t exist at all.

‘Troy, d’you believe one person can make a real difference?’

‘Of course. I know that’s a fact.’

‘D’you think you and I could do that?’

‘Yes, if we really wanted to. Why?’ Troy frowned.

‘I’ve been thinking about it a lot since we left the basement,’ I admitted.

‘Thinking about what?’

‘The reason behind everything we went through.’

‘And you reckon you’ve figured it out?’ Troy asked.

Dad, Callie and Nana Meggie had stopped chatting to listen. My cheeks began to burn, but I wasn’t going to let that stop me. ‘Yeah, I do.’

‘Go on then. I’m listening.’

Nana Meggie smiled and gave my forearm an encouraging squeeze.

‘Maybe we’re here to make a positive difference, to leave this world a better place than when we entered it. Sometimes all it takes is a kind word or gesture or even a smile at the right time.’

Troy studied me. We were both remembering the basement. ‘Is that what you really believe?’

I nodded vigorously. ‘Otherwise, what’s the point? We live, we die, but nothing ever moves forward. Nothing ever changes.’

‘What was the purpose of my mum dying?’ Troy asked with a hint of bitterness.

Callie reached across the table, taking his hand in hers.

‘None,’ I replied. ‘But you’re asking the wrong question. There was a point and purpose to her life. All the things she went through, all the lives she touched – yours, Callie’s, my dad’s, Callum McGregor’s, Nana Meggie’s – all the people she met, whether or not they agreed with her life choices. She had an effect on them all, don’t you think?’

Troy considered this, then nodded. ‘Yeah. For definite.’ His smile was tinged with sadness, but it was still a smile.