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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

The whole country had endured a full week of snow, but now it was almost gone. In the back garden, the odd leftover patch of silver-white crystals reflected the moonlight, but the rest of the garden was just a wash of darkness, only one small part illuminated by the kitchen light that was still on downstairs. Dad was home for the weekend and I’d left him in the kitchen making Callie a cup of one of her assortment of herbal teas. I’d tried a couple of different ones and they were nasty. Closing my bedroom curtains, I climbed into bed.

Wasn’t it strange how life worked out? A few months ago, I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror without hating what I saw. Now I was OK with what shone back at me. I was definitely a work in progress, but I liked the direction in which I was travelling. My life wasn’t perfect, but it was so much better than it used to be. Even Troy seemed happier these days. Less restless, more focused. And he and his sister were talking again – thank goodness. For a while there, after Callie and Dad’s wedding, Troy didn’t have much of anything to say to anyone. I was so glad he was coming round to the idea of the two of them being together.

Every time Dad came home, he was always so happy to see all of us – but mostly Callie. Sometimes I caught him looking at her with an amazed smile on his face like he genuinely couldn’t believe his luck. And the two of them were always cuddling and kissing. Every time Troy saw them, he’d gag and say, ‘Get a room, you two!’ Dad just laughed and told him to get used to it, which would make Troy gag even harder.

So this was what living with a real family was like.

Look at my bedroom. It was all mine, with no lock on the door because none was required. No one ever entered without knocking and waiting for an invitation to come in first. I was loving my new home and because of that even Heathcroft High wasn’t so bad. When Troy and I first returned to school, it hadn’t taken long for his friends to notice the change in him. In fact, it hadn’t taken long for most of our year to start whispering about him and me behind our backs. And Troy ignored it all. He’d grown good at that. None of them knew what had happened to us. It had been very discreetly hushed up. No news, no interviews, no drama. All they knew at school was that Troy and I had disappeared around the same time and then reappeared, also around the same time.