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Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

How I wished, with everything within me, that Sephy hadn’t died. If I could, I would have taken her place in a heartbeat. Sephy might not have liked me very much – or at all – but that didn’t mean I couldn’t still admire her. Her strength, her forthright nature, that way she had of setting you at ease or putting you on your arse. I always knew where I stood with her. And, more than anything else, what endeared her to me the most was that she was Callie’s mum. It was as simple and as complicated as that. I knew all about Sephy’s past. Without her and her bravery, there would be no Callie Rose. And my life would just be an eternal bleak wilderness.

Even when Callie first said yes to marrying me, I still didn’t quite believe that it would happen. I couldn’t shake the feeling that I was taking advantage of her at her most vulnerable. I’d taken it slow, giving her a chance to back out and change her mind – even though I knew my heart would wither if she did. I was even prepared to wait a year – or however long it might take. I couldn’t, wouldn’t marry Callie unless she was one hundred per cent down with the idea. I loved her too much to do that to her, to both of us. What if we got married and Callie slowly awoke to the fact that she didn’t love me the way I loved her? The thought of her eyeing me with contempt for rushing her into sharing a life with me turned my blood to icy slush for weeks. But Callie had very patiently reassured me, over and over, that being married to me was what she wanted most in the world. The clincher had been when she told me that her mum’s last words in full were, ‘He needs you. Save him.’

‘Tobey, believe me. Mum would’ve approved,’ Callie told me.

After that, my last remaining doubts were swept away.