Back Endgame Save as PDF
Chapters (90)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Praise for Malorie Blackman’s books
  4. Also available by Malorie Blackman for young adult readers
  5. Dedication
  6. Family Tree
  7. Epigraph
  8. NOW
  9. one. Tobey
  10. two. Libby
  11. Then
  12. three. Place Names
  13. four. Isabella Monroe
  14. five. Kellan Bruemann
  15. NOW
  16. six. Libby
  17. Daily Shouter Online
  18. Then
  19. seven. Patrix Ellerman
  20. eight. Tobey Durbridge
  21. nine. Circulating
  22. NOW
  23. ten. Troy
  24. Then
  25. eleven. Owen Dowd
  26. twelve. Eva Foxton
  27. thirteen. Tom Jeavons
  28. NOW
  29. Then
  30. fourteen. Sephy Ealing
  31. fifteen. The Night That Would Never End
  32. NOW
  33. sixteen. Sephy
  34. seventeen. Libby
  35. eighteen. Sephy
  36. nineteen. Tobey
  37. twenty. Sephy
  38. twenty-one. Libby
  39. twenty-two. Troy
  40. twenty-three. Libby
  41. twenty-four. Tobey
  42. twenty-five. Troy
  43. twenty-six. Callie
  44. twenty-seven. Tobey
  45. twenty-eight. Troy
  46. twenty-nine. Callie
  47. thirty. Sephy
  48. thirty-one. Libby
  49. thirty-two. Sephy
  50. thirty-three. Tobey
  51. thirty-four. Sephy
  52. thirty-five. Troy
  53. thirty-six. Callie
  54. thirty-seven. Tobey
  55. thirty-eight. Callie
  56. thirty-nine. Sephy
  57. forty. Tobey
  58. forty-one. Sephy
  59. forty-two. Troy
  60. forty-three. Callie
  61. forty-four. Sephy
  62. forty-five. Libby
  63. forty-six. Sephy
  64. forty-seven. Troy
  65. forty-eight. Tobey
  66. forty-nine. Sephy
  67. fifty. Libby
  68. fifty-one. Sephy
  69. fifty-two. Callie
  70. fifty-three. Tobey
  71. fifty-four. Sephy
  72. fifty-five. Troy
  73. fifty-six. Libby
  74. fifty-seven. Callie
  75. fifty-eight. Sephy
  76. fifty-nine. Tobey
  77. sixty. Callie
  78. sixty-one. Sephy
  79. sixty-two. Tobey
  80. sixty-three. Sephy
  81. sixty-four. Tobey
  82. sixty-five. Troy
  83. sixty-six. Callie
  84. THREE MONTHS LATER
  85. sixty-seven. Tobey
  86. sixty-eight. Troy
  87. sixty-nine. Callie
  88. seventy. Libby
  89. Acknowledgements
  90. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING

‘Keep applying pressure to the wound.’ Looking around, there was nothing I could use for makeshift bandages. Shrugging off my jacket and my long-sleeved T-shirt, I balled up the top to press against Sephy’s wound. She’d been shot twice and was bleeding, front and back. I knew from past experience that the prognosis wasn’t good. At least one of the bullets had passed straight through her.

Callie turned to me, her stricken expression a study in pure fear mixed with grief. Her anguish was shredding my heart. My shirt against Sephy’s wound was already drenched in her blood and my hands were sticky with it.

Not good.

‘Where the hell is the ambulance?’ Sonny raced out into the street to meet the paramedics when they finally arrived.

Sephy gave the tiniest of sighs. Her hands fell away from her abdomen – and then she was still.

‘Mum, please. Hang on. Please.’ Fresh sobs wracked Callie as she spoke. Sephy’s eyes were closed, her hands at her sides were covered in her blood, but it was her expression that got to me. She looked … peaceful. For the first time, I truly understood the phrase ‘at peace’ when someone had died. Before, I’d considered it a euphemism. No one I’d seen die had ever been at peace.

‘Tobey, help me,’ Callie begged.

‘Let me try CPR.’

Reluctantly lowering her mum to the ground, Callie shuffled over to let me get closer. Kneeling over Sephy, I started chest compressions, two sets of five, before trying to breathe air back into her lungs. And, all the time, I knew it was useless, but I had to try. I kept it up for a couple of minutes even when my wrists began to ache.

‘Tobey, please, don’t let her die,’ Callie begged. ‘Please.’

But it wasn’t my call. I searched for a pulse and put my ear to Sephy’s mouth to see if I could feel or hear her breathing. Nothing.

Sitting back, I said quietly, ‘Callie, I’m so sorry. She’s gone.’

‘No, she isn’t. Don’t say that. She can’t be.’ Her tears flowing like a waterfall, Callie laid her head on her mum’s chest. I wrapped my arms round Callie, trying to gently pull her away. Sephy had been shot in the stomach and I already knew the damage the bullets of a .45 semi-automatic Dhoruba handgun could do. The two bullets Sephy had taken had surely shredded her insides.