Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
Mary smiled. ‘Her skin was dark, and Tommy’s was light. But that doesn’t mean that she was black like the sky or that he was white like these stones, and it doesn’t mean there were two different kinds of people. I mean, look . . .’ Mary held her arm against the old woman’s. ‘My skin is a bit lighter than yours, and Angie’s here is darker. But you get that everywhere, don’t you? The same as you get people with different colour eyes and hair. My eyes are grey, look, and yours and Angie’s are brown. Everyone’s different, but that doesn’t mean there were ever black people and white people living apart from one another!’
She gave the old woman a friendly, teasing prod. ‘What an idea! Next you’ll be telling me there are green people and blue people!’
The woman giggled at that. Mary had shown her how she’d got the story wrong, but done it without shaming her or making her feel small or bad.
‘You’re so good at that,’ I told her afterwards when it was just the two of us again beside our fire, the guards a little way off through the trees. ‘You’re so angry with people sometimes, but then with someone like that you’re kind kind. You always seem to know which way will work best.’
‘I only get angry with people if they ought to know better,’ Mary said. ‘I get angry if they know quite well what Gela wants from them but pretend they don’t. But I can’t blame people if they’ve been told the wrong stories and just don’t understand. They’re doing their best with what they’ve got, the same as you and me.’
‘But how can you tell whether someone knows but pretends they don’t, or whether it’s just that they don’t understand?’
‘It’s just practice, Angie, practice and hard work. You’ll be just as good at it as I am one waking, or most likely even better. I’m so looking forward to that. I’m so looking forward to you and me being shadowspeakers together, talking about our work, trying together to understand the mind of our Mother.’
I don’t know why, but I clearly remember that when we lay down to sleep that waking, I couldn’t settle. I just couldn’t stop myself from thinking about the people I used to know at Knee Tree Grounds and how far they were away from me, and I missed them so much I ached inside.