Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
When I arrived she was sitting with her back to me with her feet in the pool. It was such a familiar sight – that strong solid body, that big square head – that it was hard to believe that eight years had gone by since she’d ordered me out of her sight. I was terrified. But I asked myself what was the worst that could happen? It wasn’t like she’d do for me, was it? It wasn’t like she’d even hit me. At most, she’d be angry with me again and tell me she didn’t want to see me. I could get over that.
I gave the boy his half stick, and told him I could find my own way back, then I walked forwards. She still hadn’t noticed me, still just peacefully sat there waggling her big feet in the water. In between shows, she’d always liked to spend time alone with her own thoughts, sorting things out and joining them together.
‘Mary?’
It took her a moment to recognize me, but when she did, it wasn’t what I was expecting at all.
‘Angie!’ she cried, and her whole face lit up with pleasure as she scrambled to her feet. ‘Oh Angie, I thought I might never see you again!’
She wanted to hug me, I could see, but she wasn’t sure if she should, so I kind of half-opened my arms to let her know it was okay, and straight away she rushed forwards and held me tightly. I didn’t know what to say and, anyway, she hadn’t left me a lot of breath to speak with.
‘Well, it was you that sent me away, Mary!’ I gasped out.
‘I know, I know, and I was so so wrong. I knew that almost at once, and all this time I’ve been hoping hoping that I’d see you so I could tell you so and say I’m sorry.’
Mary called out to her helpers and guards. ‘Janey, Brightness, Davey, Met, this is Angie, that old helper of mine I often talk about. The one who came from that little grounds out in the Pool by Nob Head.’
The helpers and guards nodded to me without smiling, not quite as pleased to see me as Mary was, but Mary ignored that, taking my arm and leading me away from them into forest.
‘I’m so sorry for what I did, Angie.’
I shrugged. ‘I guess you were disappointed. After all your teaching and all the encouragement you gave me, I still couldn’t hear our Mother.’