Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
‘She came to us Davidfolk,’ said Roger, ‘not to you Johnfolk. Doesn’t that tell you something?’ He was full of tears. His brother’s cold corpse was draped over one of the bucks behind them and he didn’t care what he said. The only thing he had to be glad about right then was that Luke was miserable as well.
They carried on riding along the ridge above the Crying Tree.
‘I’m far far away from my father’s house in Edenheart,’ Luke said after a bit. ‘I’ve given up on the fight I’ve been preparing for since I was a kid. My best friend is dead, and I’ve shamed myself forever by doing for a man who was bringing me a message from Gela. And here I am on Snowy Dark, looking down on that tree from the old story, where John saw a giant slinker creeping towards a bat. Back home the teachers say that, in John’s mind, the slinker was David Holeface and all the things that David stood for, and the bat was himself and everything that mattered to him. But I look at it now and I don’t—’
‘David Holeface! That’s how you speak of Great David, is it? The man who worked and struggled all his life to make sure Family was ready for this time we’re living in now.’
Luke waited for Roger to finish, allowed a few heartbeats of silence to pass, and then carried on with what he was saying.
‘But now I look down at it, I don’t see all that. I see Eden down there. That tree on its own, caring nothing for us, living its own life without even knowing we’re here: that’s Eden. And that bat John saw: that was us. All of us, I mean: Johnfolk, Davidfolk, Tinafolk, whatever. That bat was like all the people of Eden, trying to stand up tall and do our best to make our lives mean something in this lonely dark place that doesn’t care about us. All these stupid dreams we have, all these big plans, all these stories we go on and on about all the time . . . It’s like . . . It’s like we have to keep on yammering away because we’re afraid of shutting up, even for a moment, and noticing the silence all round us. Do you know what I mean?’
Roger didn’t answer.