Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
It groaned and shuddered. It threw out purple lightning from its great pylons, only to suck it back in again with equal force, so that it coiled like a fiery whip round the ship’s cylindrical core. To fuel its titanic feat of strength, the ship was consuming more energy than would power the entire Earth, and it was eating itself up in the process. When – or if – we ever returned, our engine, that absurdly costly thing that had taken almost a century to fund and construct, would have to be built again, almost from scratch, if anyone was ever going to repeat what we had done.
Metal shrieked. The engine screamed. The panels round us snapped and creaked. It felt like the ship would burst in two. But then suddenly, with a judder, we were through, and the din of the engine dropped to a steady hum. We were outside space now. We were in a miniature universe of our own. We looked out of the little portholes, and there were no stars, no Earth, no moon. We saw the faces of demons peering back at us from weirdly shaped windows set in a kind of silvery, molten wall. But they were only our own faces, distorted and reflected back to us by the tangled space of a miniature universe that our engine had created and now sustained. They were no further away from us than the far side of a city thoroughfare.
The ship turned and twisted, as its drew on the four-century-old records of the Defiant, its famous predecessor, and felt about itself for the correct hold, like a climber on a rockface.
The lightning flashed out again, and once more the ship shuddered convulsively and began to groan and roar. Our glowing screens, with their diagrams and numbers, their calm lists of options, told us a story of order and mastery, but we knew this was an illusion. We were like those parachutists who jump off cliffs: there was no margin of error, there was no going back and starting again. A tiny mistake now and we would emerge in some region so remote that we would never be able to find our way home. A slightly larger error and our ship would be crushed like a tin can. It was hard to know which would be worse.
Another shudder that felt like the ship breaking in half, and then we were through again, like a cork released from underwater, shooting upwards to bob on the surface of the ocean. Outside our portholes we could see the great Catherine wheel of the Milky Way.