Chapters (68)
- Title page
- Dedication
- Part I
- One
- Two
- Three
- Four
- Five
- Six
- Seven
- Eight
- Nine
- Ten
- Eleven
- Twelve
- Thirteen
- Fourteen
- Fifteen
- Sixteen
- Seventeen
- Eighteen
- Nineteen
- Twenty
- Twenty-one
- Twenty-two
- Twenty-three
- Twenty-four
- Twenty-five
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 20. 20:25 MT.
- Part II
- Twenty-six
- Twenty-seven
- Twenty-eight
- Twenty-nine
- Thirty
- Thirty-one
- Thirty-two
- Thirty-three
- Thirty-four
- Thirty-five
- Thirty-six
- Thirty-seven
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 22. 20:05 MT.
- Thirty-eight
- Thirty-nine
- Forty
- Forty-one
- GAIA YOUNG. SUBJECTIVE IMPRESSIONS.MISSION DAY 25. 15:30 MT.
- Forty-two
- Forty-three
- Forty-four
- Forty-five
- Forty-six
- Forty-seven
- Forty-eight
- Forty-nine
- Fifty
- Fifty-one
- Fifty-two
- Fifty-three
- Fifty-four
- Part III
- Fifty-five
- Fifty-six
- Fifty-seven
- Fifty-eight
- Also by Chris Beckett
- Copyright page
‘Tom’s dick, Auntie, I’ve never said there’s no Earth! I’ve never said there’s no Gela! Of course she’s there. I know that for myself. I don’t need bloody shadowspeakers to tell me. You know how sometimes when Dad’s hit me, I have to go out into forest until he’s calmed down? Well, I’m all my own then, aren’t I? Everyone’s angry with me, everyone’s wishing I’d just bloody shut up, and I think to myself, well, what am I anyway? Just a batfaced newhair, who doesn’t know anything, stuck here in bloody old Eden, where no one else knows anything either. And sometimes Gela comes to me then. I feel her near me. I feel I’m not alone. She comes to me like she comes to everyone. What I hate are the stories that say she only comes to some people: only to the Davidfolk, only to the shadowspeakers.’
We sat there in silence under the trees at the edge of the clearing. The old guard had dozed off, his back against a warm whitelantern trunk. All round us, Old Family cluster slept, except over there in Brooklyn where the high people from the Davidfolk Ground and Brown River and Half Sky were still talking talking talking.
‘Do you think Suzie will die?’ asked Trueheart.
‘I think it’s quite likely, I’m afraid, dear. Germs must have got into the cut, and now their poison is spreading, and—’
‘Germs!’ Trueheart snorted. ‘What exactly are germs? We say that word like it explains something, but it’s just a made-up word. We’ve got no idea what we mean by it.’
‘I guess not.’
‘Poor little Suzie. Poor Flame too, I guess. I mean, I don’t like her because she slips with my dad and that makes Mum unhappy. But I guess she hasn’t got much choice.’
I wondered what Trueheart would say if she knew her dad sometimes slipped with me as well?
‘I guess we should go back soon,’ I said. ‘Maybe we could look after Suzie for a bit and let Flame get some rest.’
‘Yeah, soon, Auntie. But let’s stay here just a little bit longer. I like it here. It makes me feel stronger.’
We looked at those stones out there, all by themselves in the criss-crossing light from the treelanterns round them: white, blue, pink, yellow. Bats and flutterbyes dived and looped round the trees round the edge of the clearing, and sometimes the pattern of light and shadow moved just a little when a wind blew the branches of the trees. But the world was still still.